PaLaC3 oF Midnight

2010-10-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

Such a long time since I blog. I dunno why, just feel like writing something. It's such a long time.. however the sense of dread come again. Why? Sometimes I dunno what to do. I saw many ppl crying today. The sense of sadness is so overwhelming. It's as though I was going through that period again, when my results give mi a big F. I know how it feels, esp when you thought all is over, you are going to retain. That time I dunno why, tears just come flowing out. All I remember is how enci help mi to squeeze that one mark in to save mi from retaining. Now, as a by-stander, you dunno what to do. The sense of helplessness. You dunno whether to stay or go. You understand ppl might not want ur comfort, they dun wan ur empty words. they dun need ur pity. On the otherhand, you are just... helpless... you dunno what to do... u can only watch and feeling sad because you felt as though ur friends don't allow you to probe in. so outside.
Sometimes you wonder isit better for u to keep quiet? I don't even feel the heart to study, or do anithing.
you feel like screaming, why don't you just let mi be?
that's all. all it takes is just one result. sometimes why don't ppl just see our character? even if that person is an all A student, seriously if his personality is not good, he is not a good employee. All I want is veri simple. Everything went back to normal.

2010-02-07T20:07:00.003+08:00

Updating my blog...
I am posted to temasek junior college. at 1st quite ok with the sch, but by the end of the orientation L-I-K-E it! hahax. ^^ but of course, sijie I still find it veri far =P
and my orientation at 1st is like totally sian de. but I started to enjoy it and like it esp mass dance. and when it ended I feel kind of sad to part from the OG. aniway I am in OG8 with sijie!! I am veri veri lucky =P. I must buy 4D le. I also posted to same class as enci!! but i was kind of hoping we 3 all same class. cause like a long time nvr same class with them le...
hmm... I love the mass dance at suntec. cause we dancing near the fountain ma, then sprays of water will hit us sometimes. veri cool! but got one side is like totally flooded, when we pass-by there we immediately do a U-turn. then like abit high =P
and I met wan shan and jiahui. they both from chung cheng high. then we like abit crazy tgt hahax. but diff classes from them unfortunately T.T
will miss them.
but a new class must start all over again. orientation should be for classes de haiz. now have to meet new ppl again.
aniway the last nite of orientation which is last friday is like totally high, got this band playing for half-an-hour then we jumping around like mad. also follo the train of ppl for awhile. dun mind if it last till later de lor. cause veri fun ma.
then got this go green day on sat. at 1st like dunwan go de. in the end found out it is collect newspaper and old clothes from the houses. same as wad we do in sec 4 isn't it? then like rmb when doing with 406. but doing with 406 more fun of course ^^ still quite memorable, and a dog slipped out of the door when i knocking, scare mi half to death lor. =X
aniway I misses nan hua still, misses life with sixfold, misses 406' 09. when I met new ppl in sch, I dunno why but they remind mi of some ppl in nan hua. I can't wait to go back to nan hua and gossip with rachel and maybe quarrel with her again hahax.

2010-01-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

TMR IS THE DAY!!!
I now feeling veri scared. I decided le, if I get bad results, I shall mope around someplace in singapore away from reach. away from phone connections, whr noone can find mi haha
I now spamming songs and imaging all kind of situation tmr.
I ask jess to offer mi tissue tmr if see mi crying. and ask her to offer mi hugs hahas
I hope tmr whoever need to cry is tears of joy, whoever need to smile is smiling sweetly and whoever is laughing is laughing with joy. I know results would be fix by now. but I can't help praying. praying for gd results, praying to be able to go to same jc as my best friends. I rmb 4 years ago, I was also wishing hard to go to the same sec sch as my friends.
I really really wish we all have gd news to share with each other ^^
Happiness doubles when with friends, doesn't it?
Haix... I know I never work to my fullest for this exam, but pls forgive mi. I promise I will work my hardest if I could go to my dream JC. I am willing to sacrifice my time on studies.
I was wondering tmr whether I will return crying or with smiles?
Even though my parents tell mi nvm if i dun did well.. but i can't help feeling some kind of expectation from them. I really want to do well..
I am now waiting for a phone call from jess..
I hope to say thanks to that gor gor for fixing my com. He is really a com whiz! and a kind person lolx. He fix my com and restore my contents and help mi install new components and update my com. I sooo pei fu him!

2010-01-01T15:48:00.002+08:00

1st post of the year 2010!!!
i hope this year will be my lucky year just like the horoscope predicts ^^
i spent my very 1st second, my very 1st minute, my very 1st hr of 2010 doing wad u know?
Watching the fireworks at marina bay and playing cheat. lolx
actually standing there in the crowd and staring at the fireworks i duno why. i feel abit sad. 2009 passes by so quickly.. as the crowd cheers as the firework display become more interesting, i feel quite the urge to laugh. i must be crazy
but i hope this will be a new start once again. actually i must admit i am pretty lucky. i have at least a friend whenever i enter a new phrase. in the 1st 2 years of my secondary life, sijie is in the same class as i am :) then it is followed by rachel in the last 2 years in 306'08 & 406' 09
i feel more comfortable with them around ^^
but i wonder... will i always be so lucky? no matter wad, Lady Luck will nvr stay with you forever. but i am glad for the luck i had, and the ppl i have met.

i really can't bear to separate once again and settle into a new environment.. but it is inevitable. i hope luck would have it that at least one of my friends will go into the same sch as i am.. actually i am quite greedy, i hope, pray and wish that i will go into the same sch as all of my friends ^^ maybe itis an impossible dream but at least i have hope.
i want to enjoy my life with all of them, i dunwan to lose contact with them, living life separately and maybe when we grow up, we may even become strangers. that will be so sad. but i am going to persist this time, even if we separate, i will go find them hahas. i will find time to bother them, making sure they dun forget mi :p i really hope friendsforever willl still stand for eternity. ^^

i will miss the times we have

2009-12-14T00:43:00.002+08:00

Today or rather ytr... since it pass 12. I finalli go to work for the 1st time as a flyer distributor. TIRING!!!! Now, I know why so many ppl dun want to work as tt le.
No.1 some ppl just ignore you lke you are transparent can.
No.2 You can't sit!!!
No.3 My hands still hurt fom carrying all that flyers
but still going to carry on becs of the high pay=.= 1hr 8 dollar not everyday can find de ma.
lucky i work for onli 3 days sice ytr is the 1st day. I onli need suffer 2 more days!!! then i can earn $$$ to spent at genting le haiz...
aniway meet mrs lee at tiong bahru plaza there. so shocked can. she live there??!!! i didn't know she has two children both boy so cute hahax.. dun tink she recognize mi lucky!!
Suddenly feel very sad, cause my mum and bros all go malaysia to visit relatives today.. 1st time i nvr go with them though.. abit lonely until my bro reply my sms =.= i didn't realise he can receive lor.. i just send for fun... though i wonder... whether my parent will faint at the phone bill next month when they realise we sent sms overseas =P
wonder how all my cousins are.. haha... though i dun really feel like meeting them.. i mean i nvr see them for 2 whole years le.. would feel like a stranger there. dunno how to react as well. besides i at loggerheads with one of my cousin.. =.= haix.
hope they come back soon. i chat on9 with one of fav cousin!!! she told mi they arrive, but they go to sleep almost immediately LOLS.. too tiring ba. hope can chat with them on9 tmr..

2009-06-09T16:04:00.002+08:00

Onli one word to describe my current situation.. alone. haiz.. and they are not coming back T.T soon. but luckily I at least know how to manage my own meals, and my homework? (not) I am stuck.. I duno wad to do.. I feel so unmotivated.. I waste my 1st week of hols. u noe wad? I feel lky shooting myself in the head. but tt's not going to help!!!!!!!
Facing a big pile of undone hw.. undone revising.. undone.. wadeva. aniway sooo mani undone!!! haiz.......... I tell myself I have to.. but it's not working.. lky someone inside mi is determine not to let mi do wad i intend to.. I am frustrated with myself.. F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-E-D.
hmm.. alone in the hse got its ups and downs.. I can do wadeva I wan, but I cannot have control over myself!! I can watch TV all day.. ply com all day... and eat wad I wan!!

2009-05-29T14:39:00.005+08:00

MY 200TH POST!

LOL.. jus realise it.. aniway today is also PTC and LAST DAY of SCH!!June hols here I come!!!!!! I promise myself tt I will not waste my june hols! I saw my results today, I wan throw it away!!!!!!!! There is not even an A can =.= and my ranking? while nt as bad as when I was in sec 1 and 2 =X but veri LAN!! So sad T.T ..

aniway wait for a long long long time can.. until 9 am.. haix finalli then after the talk met jess and her mum.. they were eating lolx.. then chat chat chat until enci and her mum also come dwn liao..

then ec, jess and I go GO see see.. saw some ppl waiting for principal.. then we go JP!

wad we do? see below..

Dun be deceive by its look, it is YUMMY!( or I hope so... =P)

aniway it is the hard work of us 3 for abt.. less than 20 min? LOL. actually I nvr did much la.. jus play with the deco.. aniway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to zanxin.. lolx.. chao belated =.- but this cake has our sweat and blood inside.. mus eat!!

And for the 1st programme of today is... WATCH BOF!! byebye! ^^

2009-05-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

I feel so frustrated with myself. I spend whole of friday sleeping, whole of saturday playing and now whole of sunday watching show..
=.= I m dead meat... What I wan... is not what I always get, tt's why I love daydreaming so much. Sad thing is I always daydream in class.. well.. not always but jus sometimes.. I wonder wad it is lky to be sth different.... I am super disappointed can.. not jus sad... but I surprise myself... seriously o.O what I wan is more..
I realise I love to watch sad shows and listen to sad songs... I realise tears does not bring u anithing, it didn't even wash away ur sadness, it onli make u feel worse. I learn tt from drama hahaz...
I do not now wad I want, I do not have ani goals... I onli noe the only goal I haf for now is to do well in my studies. but my dream? I do not even have 1.. I always wonder wad I will be? I am interested but not gd in it.. I am onli average in the things I can probably do.. haiz... I heard frm someone, everyone has a purpose in life, be it a housewife or businessman they play a vital role in our life, we jus nvr notice.. so wad's my purpose in life? I guess I m still searching for it.. I hope my search is over soon.. I wan to find the thing I haf been looking for, which is missing frm my life for 15 yrs.

2009-03-16T20:22:00.005+08:00

Hols is here.. but I am BORED!!! sianz.. nth to do except surf net, watch show, do hw and the tee can't haf it during hols T.T I was kind of excited doing geog proj with it, but nvm..

aniway I wasted emmm 3 days? doing nth haix.. a pile of hw waiting for mi T.T aniway I soooo wan to go out. aahhhhhh..I tell rae she lol mi!!!!!!!! I wish I got sth to do.. haiz.... oh ya. today is enci's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I still owe 3 ppl birthday present by the end of March hols=.- gd ting can go out buy haha. but i dunno wad to buy T.T sad.. I definitely nid sth exciting to happen or I feel soooooo sian..

Rachel and mi!Take this during road run.. lol I dun lky the colour of our class tee but I lky our logo!! I hope the tee is done soon haha. so i can upload tt, I have a feeling I will l.o.v.e tt tee!

Y.X.S

J.J.R.M!

I wish we can always ply tgt, and not burden by things such as exam and hw.. it is always so tiring to go to a new sch and to start all over again. isn't it?

END HAHA!

2009-03-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

There is a bomb beside our sch!! I can't believe after sooooo long, a world war 2 bomb is still here =.- and beside Nan Hua High somemore. always walk pass there, nvr knew there is a bomb sia. so exciting lol. too bad canot see how it looks like. I wan see a real live bomb leh. of course, if it is not going to explode and i m not in danger of dying la. Looks lky my last yr in nh quite eventful o.o
1st installation of air-con. which is soo cool
2nd is the bomb. hmm wonder wad's going to happen next??
lucky the bomb nvr explode though. lucky the worker can recognise the bomb if nt we all die le.
aniway i also think the most likely thing is found a bomb that's why they ask us evacuate the sch.
but it is jus so exciting to find a world war 2 bomb!! This show us how dangerous war is ... a bomb can exist even till nw. and endangers our life.

2009-02-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

I am definitely enjoying the half-day off... after sch mi, ec, jalan go watch The Wedding Game! cause we watching the show at 12 pm then when we reach JP is lky 11.30 le. So we rush rush to buy food and drinks. but even though veri rush but quite fun lol.
I also realise tt the new JP I m still nt used to it. The old one, I know go whr buy things and such bt the new one jus confuse mi. aniway we sitting right at the back. quite ok la. and the show quite nice but the plot veri expectable. oh ya when i arrive at bl mrt saw my mum going to work. lol so qiao.
when I reached hm lucky i nt late, my dad reached hm liao. should tell mi ma. I rush hm leh. actually nt rush la. my bag too heavy I lazy run haha. then I was just browsing thr my songs. so boring keep listening to some. cause my com can't see chi. so alot of songs I dunno their title. so pathetic. nid try 1 by 1. I manage to find a few I lky. and I transfer to my phone. lucky my phone can see chi ^^ but my volume spoilt. haizzzzzzzz I definitely nid a new phone. but I nid to wait for the contract to end. I sooo regret dropping my phone so mani times T.T
I wan a new phone!!! Rae so lucky got a new N85. I feel lky changing my phone no. bt lazy to inform everyone if i change so dunwan change. I m happy with the current no. ^^ aniway wish the contract end soon!!
I jus feel sooo lky hols mood today leh =P

2009-01-17T20:04:00.005+08:00

These 3 days quite fun ^^ so I shall start with thurs..

Thurs NP quite slack la.. so at the end quite happy though abit tired. then my drills chao lan but I could nt help laughing. lols. aniway quite fun. then on the way home, keep seeing mdm and sir. =.- then so shock lor.

Fri is chaooo hao wan de!! Mi. rae. mui mui. ting huan. dc. andre. 1 grp. then at the 1st block we were the onli grp to return empty-handed T.T BUT slow and steady win the race ma. at the 2nd block our luck chaoo gd!! we got ao mani items we nid to make a few trips bak b4 we could finish sia! then one uncle chao nice, he give us a NEW moniter plus mouse cause he no nid, he so generous lor. he also give us 1 old computer, dunno hw mani old radios and old things related to electricity. I dunno wad they are la =.- AND he give us abt 2 big boxes of bags!!! the bags are from US lor, cannot buy in singapore de. so see ppl so nice sure get gd luck de haha. the bags is in gd condition lor T.T I wan also cannot, I know got a few is branded one, lky nike and adidas.

then we go eat lunch which is nasi lemak, 1 of my fav meal ^^ after lunch we go 3rd block our luck soooo gd tt we get er 17 bags of goods??? we sure have potential to be karang kuni hehe.

we ask for help from others grp sia. I think through this cip, the bois veri ke lian la. cause most of it they have to carry ^^, they our labourers LOL. we girls also got carry la. but bois more energy ma. aniway onto the 4th and last block liao. our luck still there! we get also alot of things! but the other grp also. then we nid to help them also. oh ya!!! at this block I was asking half-way then I heard yapping frm a dog, normally I lky dogs, but this dog veri fierce leh!!! he got wear those head gear around him to prevent him from biting ppl T.T scary! I jumped lor, but the uncle who I asking quite gd la. he give us around 7-8 bags of old clothes. I carry till I wan die le lor. chao heavy de. got 1 bag I cannot even lift frm the ground. strange he so nice, keep such scary dogs =.-

oh ya on the way we collecting, we saw a REAL karung kuni man staring at us.. sorry we snatch ur business bt we doing for charity ma. aniway snatch ur business 1 day onli. at the end our class collect two mountains of goods!!!!! when I say 2 mountain, realli 2 mountain lor. the newspaper cannot even stay in the 2 mountain wan slip off liao. then we nid chase the newspaper. oh and one of the block got such a nice view!!! I get the photos frm my fren then I upload here. it is realli a heaven sight!

aniway the trunk veri late lor. while waiting we play alot of games la, lky concentration and kaboom, when it finalli came, we form a human chain, and carry the goods to them. then the newspaper keep flying off!!! LOL. quite funnie. then the trunk arrive with 1 layer of goods, after we load our goods it become a few storey high with mountains bulging out haha. our work!! I so proud we manage to collect so mani things!!! ohya!! then our grp rite, ting huan is we are here to collect(我们来收） then rae is old newspaper(旧报纸）， mi is old clothes! (旧衣服），and mui mui is old electrical appliances(旧电器）add tgt forms a sentence!! hahax. OMG! I type so long ar =.- I still got today leh.

TODAY!

we go bugis walk walk. ya and quite fun la, at 1st go bugis junction then they go take neos, and we go bugis street, the buguis street is soo packed lor!! the traffic light there is also jammed!! we nid squeezed through sia. then rae buy a bag!! on the way we go 2nd floor. I didn't know got 2nd floor lor. 2nd floor got this shop aunt veri scary leh. cause got 2 ppl they try 5 times then they dunwan buy. the aunt then follow them to see if they buy from other shop. she sound so firece lor. ltr rae try finish skirt, she dunwan buy, we quickly scoot off!! ltr the aunt come after us =x lucky she nvr. aniway nw veri tired le, and got soo mani hw haven't finish. I m dead meat on mon!!

2009-01-03T13:16:00.006+08:00

1st day of sch ytr.. quite ok la.. nth much. jus chat with rae they all and wait for them to settle admin stuff.. Rae get a cca le! ^^

Wonder whether I got enuff points? aniway we got a new co-form le. which is Mr benny ng. bt our form is still mrs tan!! =) Our physics teacher change le!!! So shock.. I tot mr paul ling say he is still our physics teacher leh.. aniway our eng teacher is no longer miss koh T.T so sad.... our maths teacher also change le.. haix.. bt our physics teacher is the HOD so should be quite gd ba.. forget which other teacher is also HOD.

nw thinking of ideas to submit to yang yee for the NE.. nid to write a report abt y i not at np ytr.. it is becus of the technician lor.. frm 4 to 6 change to 2 to 4... and he onli arrived at 3. he jus go to a few website.. check my modern speed jiu say my internet no prob leh!!! so mad.. after he left. my internet dc again!!!
haiz... is it the prob with my com. or my internet??

2008-12-27T21:22:00.004+08:00

Haizzzz my com more or less nicer le.. but I can't dl my games T.T thxs rae and jess send mi songs haha, I get more then I bargain for.. 107 songs in 1 day hahax..
okay this is super annoying I type a chao long blog and my com dc frm internet????? I lazy type again.. aniway I call the teachnical support, they tell mi to do alot of things =.= but I half understand half dunno wad they talking abt.. I seriously dunno anithing abt com o.O and they tell mi to fix??? veri funni =.= great... nw I tot my com is fix.. it haf prob again... =.= I seriously nid a new com, I take bak wad I say jus nw =.=
I wan my old com bak T.T the one tt let mi surf all day.. let mi listen song all day.. although all the song I hear until tired.. and let mi play all day.

2008-12-27T14:22:00.002+08:00

I am sooooooo mad at my com. 1st it spoilt and I nid to wait for 2 weeks. next it spoilt again after 1 and a half week!!!!!!!!! and nw I finalli get it bak.. but all my info gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I nearly wan die le la, my songs, my pics all gone!!!!!!!!!!! T.T and my com keep having probs de, half-way the internet disconnect!!!!!! Bt tink my dad will get a new com if keep spoiling, bt I dun care... I just wan my info bak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haixxxxxxxx waste my hols alot lor.. com spoilt cannot use, can onli mope at hm T.T
I dun care le la.. aniway wan go bak sch le.. no time to get bak all my info aniway.
haizzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-12-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

Ytr I go bugis with jy, eil and jas.. at 1st dun feel lky going de.. cause veri tired.. bt in the end still go. then jy bring her little bro, who is veri guai lor.. so quiet and cute.. he nvr complain sia o.o everytime I bring my bro out, the most common thing he will say is when can we go hm lor. pei fu.
Aniway walk around the shopping mall lky nth de, so go to the top floor to see which movie we could see.. majority choose the city of ember.. the story quite interesting la, bt I sort of see the storyline b4 in another story bk. But I lky the *rollarcoastor ride* also, quote frm jas.
Aniway b4 we watch the movie, we go bugis street.. which is more lky our heaven. But when we finalli decided to go bak bugis shopping mall, it was raining heavily T.T so run across the road but halfway, the traffic light turn red. Jas take out her umbrella =P bt we all wet le hahax..
sooo tired tmr still nid go library do cip, rae nt doing le sad T.T nw noone accompany to do le..
aniway the hols pass by so quick.. I havn't do alot of things I would lky to do..

2008-11-22T19:24:00.002+08:00

My com is bak!!!!!!! It is fixed le!!!!!!! sooooooo happi, I waited and waited for abt two weeks!!! but dunno why nw my com got 2 account =.= 1 is mine, the other is the service centre de, wa pro sia.. I lock my account they still can log in o.O and mine is the only acc b4 lor. I soo wana learn hw they do tt.. next time no com is lock frm mi haha.
and Jess sry my com jus come bak from service so I can't do ur quiz for soooooooooooo long.. since it pass sooooooooo long so dun nid do le rite? I noe u veri nice de ^^
lalala.. today went to the open hse.. quite boring, just sit there and introduce life science to the visitors.. bt can see the mobile disply ^^ I think I gonna die, I onli left tmr to study the cc test, bt I gt study today lor, but the music sooo loud, I can't concentrate... but the lunch they provide nt so bad. I can't wait for monday!!! bt I hope after cc test I nt discouraged and tired =.= then I dun feel lky going out..
haix... bt or else no time left to go orchard le.. aniway jus found out today mr ling is getting married o.o I sooo shocked lor.. bt he invite our class to go his wedding..
aniway going to watch show le! My on9 life is bak! ^^

2008-11-05T14:12:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooooo happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hols mood is bak, no,1 no more exams or O lvl to worry le!! no. 2 its the hols!!! no. 3 why there is everything to be happi abt!!!!! Realli hope can get an A1 for my chi. but fat hope ba. Now onli got promo test and maths tuition ahead of mi.. haiz.. why everytime I wana enjoy, there's sth in front of mi? Can I stop being so busy once in a while? I soooo wana sleep at home and do nth.. but got to go bak sch and got to practise drills.. haiz sianz
hope b lim can make it for 11 nov de bbq.
Aniway I can take my revenge on my brothers le, muhaha.. everytime I study, they always on TV and plystation to make mi lost my concentration bt hehe nw I can ply!
PLy till next yr =x thinking abt jus nw the o lvl, i was sooo nervous lor, i was shaking leh during the compo onli. cause I left 4 blanks, die liao..
BUT all I wan to do now is PLAY!!! Oh ya have to do de quiz

2008-10-09T14:11:00.002+08:00

I ammmm soooooo happy, exams over le yipee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can do wadever I wan except for the part of O lvl SPA and chi T.T butI haven't use com for sooooo long le.. lalala.. I cannot believe I can restrain from com sooo long ^^ and now my 1st target is to play finish Final fantasy on ps2 1st then chiong ani internet games !!!!!!
Oh and chiong ani show I wana see on youtube yay!!!!!happihappihappi.
although I hope I dun nid to cry when I get bak my EOY exam paper T.T but now I dun even have to care whether trees intercept rain or energy equal half mass and speed square.... whewwwww
lalala.. can't wait when I made my IC ^^
going ply com games again =P

2008-09-13T15:53:00.002+08:00

I feel so mad!!! It is not my fault, and I miss it! now I will have to borrow and do alot of work. I dun actually mind, but at least ask, it is the basic courtesy!! I dun regret wad I do, jus hope he has fun, after all it is nt his fault. I jus feel indignant I have to miss it and noone even listen to wad I say!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. doesn't feel as angry as jus nw le.. haix.. I am sorry I have to miss it..

2008-09-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

Today is the best Monday I can ever get.. free periods up to recess ^^ not bad except I feel tired and when I feel tired, I dun feel lky doing anithing. but have to go for Asian civilisation museum at the raffles place. I just feel so sleeping during the whole trip lor =X Regret sleeping at 12 am last nite. then jess de class more gd =.= free periods up to recess plus after.. cool lor..
aniway now I have to chiong maths becus I forget to bring my tb to sch todae =x
but ok la.. aniway lky exchanging stories with rae haha.. she tell mi the story on barbie and the diamond castle!!! which I wana watch!! and I tell her a movie I watch on sat till ard 2-3 pm haha..
I sleep lky past 10 pm everyday during hols lor.. now even though I was tired but dun feel lky going to sleep =x hols mood haiz..
aniway jus get these 2 trick ques and was lky testing my classmates at sch, it was fun!

1st ques: 3 person go out to eat tgt, the total bill of their lunch is 25 dollar. They each give the waitress 10 dollar bill each. When they get back their change, a person approach them to donate to charity and they take out a total of 2 dollar from the change they got back to donate. In the end, they each got bak a dollar each from the change.
Just then a person cried out that the money dun tally.
they fork out 10 each and got bak 1 dollar thus each fork out 9 dollar and plus the 2 dollar they donate. It amounts to 29 dollar! and their bill is 25 dollar.

9+9+9+2=29

what is wrong with this sum??(p.s there is a mistake in calculation)

rae doesn't seem in the mood to think so in the end I tell them the ans.. haha

Ans is.... ( dun say) haha

2nd ques: there is 2 boxes and 1 contain an unpleasant surprise, the other contain a pleasant surprise. There is 2 person guarding the boxes, 1 will always tell the truth while the other will always lie. You can onli ask 1 ques! So what ques should u ask to know which box contain the pleasant surprise?? o.O

Ans:--(dunwana say haha) or else canot ask my friends liao T.T

2008-08-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Rachel Tan Hui Si!!!
BFFs<33

Believe mi le ba.. muhahaha.. 1 metre long dog sia (1st time see such a big present being given lor) and total 2 whole bag of presents !! tsk tsk..dun believe mi last nite. u mus sleep with the dog and bear every nite hor!! Or else all of us haunt u in ur dreams.. muhahaha..
=.= u make so mani friends in our class and treat them nice of course they wun forget ur birthday la.. make up for last yr le ba =P
aniway Rachel u mus absolutely treasure the dog's ear given to u by mr benny ng hor.. 1st time i also see teacher give his rep a birthday present haha!!so honoured lor =)

aniway sad we nvr go out celebrate or anithing but hope u have fun time watching ur shows!

S.I.M.L.E no matter whr u are, cause there is someone who is watching euu ^^

2008-08-18T20:07:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Jieying!!! ^^ BestFriends4ever!! ~

Todae quite fun though a bit sleepy de.. cause it was raining in the afternoon.. then we met up with jy, jas and eil at the bus interchange haha.. in the end is us who were late ><
then we ply truth and dare, got alot of gossips and news from jy and jas haha.. got alot of scoops to share especially JY lor, tsk tsk.. so mani.. o.O
then ply murderer!!! kays la.. but veri irritating leh, why I always the murderer and when I nvr even *kill* someone, I got caught lor =.= no fun de.. and enci always know is mi.. next time be murderer cannot ply with ec, she will know de.. dunno whether she got super power or nt.. o.O and I hate being detective mus concentrate, be healer mus fun lor, jus heal can liao.. no pressure hahax..
and next week is RACHEL's birthday!!! lalala.. I wan make sure she got lots and lots of presents ^^ and of course I hope I can get her sth she lky.. =)
I feel so high todae ^^

2008-08-16T11:39:00.002+08:00

I am sooo in holiday mood nw ^^ dunno why, but i am sure i going to cry next week when i get bak all my CT2 paper =x and I dun feel lky studying physics nw.. haiz.. but ytr was fun ^^ after sch we go JP look look haha.. then I was lky dunno wad to buy for JY's birthday.. hmm.. then in the end we nvr buy ani.. after tt jess and enci wan go sj's hse get recipe so I and Rae go there to be bodyguards for jess haha..
in the end watch titanic.. onli bits of it la.. especially when the ship sunk.. I was lky OMG.. so sad lor T.T but nvr cry haha.. cause watch onli bits ma.. watch all the way then fun ^^ bt still feel abit sad la.. especially when titanic is a real ship tt sunk .. I mean so mani death! I think the scariest way to die is at sea..
haiz..
then end of sad story ,we ply badminton in sj's hse!! haha, I lky sj's living room lor.. so spacious till can ply badminton.. If I ply at my hse.. dunno how mani vase already broke liao.. dun know why my father soo lky to collect those vase lor.. then mus always be careful or else broke liao .. we going to die le..
my mum also say it's a miracle none broke yet with us running about haha..
then jess really tired ba, she wan sleep in sj's bed!! haha.. then sj wun let her and bring her to the living room to sleep.. at tt time realli jess look lky a baby haha..
then I also lky sj's room!!! cause hmm.. dunno why la.. I tink my room too small and my bros always lky to deposit all their ws in my room.. make till so untidy..
if my room bigger I wan put my piano inside so when I ply, noone will see.. haha..
I realli dun feel lky studying physics though I waste one hr liao =x
lucky my parents nt at home to scold mi ><
but bad news is my bros is my responsibility nw.. and get them to listen to mi is hard lor.. especially the one going to have PSLE this year.. he still can ply =.=

2008-07-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

onli one word to describe hw i feel nw, ... ... tired. haiz.. I can't believe I stay bak on a wed when it is early dismissal!!! I could have catch up on my precious sleep or maybe slack abit.. haiz.. but nvm, at least i get some work done so I dun have to worry so much tmr..
aniway mi and sj spent the whole afternoon jus taking out all the paper from the notice board in np room. and we jus clear out ONE board onli, and we already spent so much time.. o.o then I go take out the black paper so at least can get some of the noticeboard done, but to our horror the black paper is around 1/6th of the whole board! LOL! so cannot do ani.. in the end, I get out the cardboard zy they all collect and start doing ORD deco, but the cardboard too small le.. hmm.. dunno y todae so mani prob..
then sj go big bookshop to buy some more black paper, while I get letters tt's possible done at home.. but still nid more cardboard.. and I at least done 2 letters at home plus the spider. whew.. tmr at least got sth to hand in
and nw jus finish one part of my mani mani hw T.T die liao..
and I decided NOT to stay bak after sch on wed out of my own will as it is jus a waste of early dismissal.. unless it is after exams, I dun mind :P since there's nth to do liao hahax..
aniway sj u definitely own mi a big meal for staying bak with u hahax..

2008-07-20T14:36:00.002+08:00

it seems such a long time last time i blog le.. so decide to update..
aniway jess i lazy tag ppl aniway i also no ppl to tag lol..
last week quite hectic?? then got the fsps exam somemore.. cross finger my group can get gd grades ^^ we work veri hard at it since it concern our CA2.. we still joke hw we can im prove on it so we sure get A1 haha..
then got a gd news from mr nicholas liu tt ms shamima pregency is stable nw, bt it means... ms shamima is coming bak!!!! I realli hope mr liu can continue teaching us, i am jus starting to lky chem leh!! nt tt ms shamima come bak is bad la, bt i dun understand wad she is teaching us abt.. T.T aniway our O lvl is at stake of course everyone wish to have a gd subject teacher ma..
aniway we will know this tues.. i realli pray hard tt he can still teach us.. bt he arrange chem tuition with us if he still going to teach us. and I seriously nid those lessons to brush up my chem.. haiz..
oh ya.. which reminds mi next week got test and i have been slacking for de whole weekend nt studying! die liao.. better study nw..

2008-07-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

QUIZ hope this is the right one o.o if is the wrong one again i can commit suicuide liao =.=

1.People you will never forget?
Jesslyn! Rachel! Jie Ying! Enci! Sijie! Jasmine! Eileen! Zan Xin!2o3'07 and 3o6'08, NP squad mates!
2.Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
hmm.. can i have a world tour?
3.What’s your favorite thing to do?
For nw.. is.. watching show on youtube!! esp Fated to love!
4.Do you think money can buy happiness?
No way! Money can only give us material needs.
5.If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Happiness for everyone i know 4ever.
6.Do you prefer a kiss or a hug?
Hug
7.What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and friends
8.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
hmm.. donate 1/4, give half to my parents and 1/4 settle all the bills for my parents
9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-always so happy
-fun-loving
-her art chao gd!
10.What makes you happy?
no more quarrels
11.What type of person do you hate the most?
backstabber
12.Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Enjoying my job I suppose.
13.If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
Travel throught time!
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and family(double F)
15.Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
Pri 6!! late for lesson everytime after recess! have to sneak bak to class!!
16.How old do you want to get married?
-
17.What's the most pressing thing you would like to do in a new-born relationship?
o.O dunno
18.Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
nope
19.Do you think you're pretty/handsome?
no.
20.What are you doing right now beside replying this tag?
listening to songs, doing hw, on9 and feeling bored bt not sleepy!!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

2008-07-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

whew.. finalli weekends, can relax le.. so tired out lor..
aniway have to do the QUIZ tagged by jess
QUIZ TIME

1.At what age do you wish to get married?
=.=
2.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Go to the same JC with all my friends!!!!
3.Who is the person you trust the most?
My family la! and of course my friends ^^
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
hmm dun think so..
5.What do you like eating?
Mum's cooking!
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
YES!YES!YES!
7.What is your goal for this year?
I hope to get good results in my exams
8.What are you wearing now?
Home clothes
9.Have you broken someone's heart to the extent that he/she tried to commit suicide?
O.o I dun tink so.. so far noone i noe commint suicide
10.What feeling do you love the most?
Pure happiness
11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
=.- considerate, kind, helpful, friendly.. hmm rest onli my frenz can noe haha
12.What feeling do you hate the most?
Gd qn. Loneliness consider as feeling ma?
13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course! I hope every single one last forever
14.Do you believe in God?
Yes.
15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My friends and family
16.Who cares for you the most?
hmm.. i noe! my 'wife' ^_-
17.Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words
-bubbly
-friendly
-talkative esp when arguing with mi
-fun
-hmm.. artistic(i luv her artwork lor so gd)
18.What song do you like the best?
for nw is.. Five Days
19.If life were to start from 100-0 instead of 0-100, would you want it?
No way! Learning sth new everyday is part of life.
20.Would you sacrifice yourself for your loved ones?
Yupp

1. What will be focused on most of the time?
Studies ba.. though sometimes i prefer plying com games =x
2. What do you want the most now?
Someone to do all my hw!!!
3. What is the most important thing to you now?
Isn't it the same qn as jus nw? o.O
4. What's the wrongest thing you've ever done?
hmm.. making someone feel bad?
5. If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
hey same qn again.. =.=
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after seeing rain?
AGAIN?!
7. What is your goal for this year???
aiyo, jess why got double qn de?
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yupp, y nt?
9. What feeling do you like the least?
skip =.=
10. What do you like?
My friends!!!
11. What feeling do you feel everyday?
If i have the same type of feeling everyday then i nt human liao
(i skiping all double qn le la)
15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Can i be greedy? I wan 7 teacups and 6inaction all there
16. Who is your best friends?
Easy peasy.7 teacups,6inaction
18. What will you do if someone tells you he/she wants to give up?
Jiayou!!
19. Whats the most embarrasing thing you've ever done?
Alot leh =.= lky cry so mani times?
20. What would you do if you're only left with one day on Earth?
I hope to spend it doing sth meaningful with ALL my friends and family.

finalli done.OMG!!!!! i realise i do wrong quiz =.= dumb mi. forget it. i do jess quiz next time haha.

2008-07-01T20:14:00.002+08:00

jesslyn i lazy to do ur quiz nw, after oral i do ba haha.. cause can take my mind off sth i do badly =x
Tmr my turn oral liao, so scary!!!! 1st, ltr give mi a qn i dunno, i die liao.
then if i mumble or stammer jiu die liao!! then i soo duno how to calm myself down when i in front of the examiner even though sj and jess keep telling to remain calm, but how i remain calm when i know 20% of my o lvl chi hang on this oral ma! haiz.. die liao le la. i dunno why i panicking nw, but i was lky so scared i might fail.. haiz. i think next year worst lor, nw onli 1 subject, next yr so mani subjects i definitely so worried i dunnid sleep liao.
aniway tink abt happier things. todae so funni i miss my old classroom! i change classroom lky so weird the whiteboard facing another side o.O but nw 3o8 next to my class liao and 3o2 much nearer so can pop to their class and look for jess, sj and jalan haha. but strange lor, without enci , nw her class upstairs T.T lky sooo weird, last 2 term we always walk to our class tgt nw she take the stairs up there. haiz. aniway so funni, after we change classroom, i nearly want walk to 3o8 classroom, cause i tot tt is my classroom =.= lucky i nvr cause wonder why so mani ppl i dunno in the classroom. i rmb when we changing classroom i was lky panicking cause i forget my lock combo =x lucky i dunno how i turn it come off. but i still nt comfirm abt the lock combo -.- nvr see anione lky mi so stupid de ..

2008-06-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

haiz.. so mani hw.. abit regret plying ytr and mostly jus slacking =x haiz. but all my fault actually, should have finish my hw earlier.. but no use complaining nw.. I feeling abit cramped at my hse .. my aunt come visit from malaysia as our hse so small, i dunno why but my room always have to serve as the guest room so I could nt use the com as often nw.. so frustrated.. but nvm.. since my aunt always treat mi so nice. ^^ but the bad thing is tt all my hw in my room so i have to complete them in there. die =x lucky my aunt go out liao.
but dunno how long she staying though.. suddenly feel lky going to sch, it is always so spacious there. and i dun feel lky coming bak so soon.. ltr so cramped. everytime my mum's relatives visit from malaysia always lky tt de. but gd thing is tt normally is during hols.haiz.
i suddenly feel lky going bak to the malaysia camp at least there more space and more fun. dun have to worry abt hw =x. haizz.
but after so long nvr go sch le, go bak there lky so weird.. i mean after the 5 day camp i get so used to be around those in uniform grp rather than my own classmates. so strange.

2008-05-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

haiz.. wish dun have to go ATC camp next friday.. esp during parents'meeting session.. I realli want to see my report bk =( but nvm sunday will be back, going to get my dad to fetch mi haha ^^ hmm.. they say this june got 3 camp leh.. I wan faint le lor.. 1st is the ATC camp going pulau ubin =.= again.. 2nd intregrated camp to west malaysia (5 days 4 nite) sooo long.. take out one quarter of my hol =x 3rd is nco camp.. but dunno when.. sad.. so mani
dunno got time or not.. wish to go library to get more cip points de..
aniway.. jus slacking now.. cause I seriously lazy go do hw or have hw or not I also dunno la =.=
next weekend cannot enjoy le ma.. can go drink salty water again
though I dunno how they go distilled the water until still got salty taste.. oh ya I tot we learn in bio tt salty water make us more thirsty then why water in pulau ubin didn't?? cause of the concept of osmosis ma.. hmm .. maybe should tell them so can drink nicer-tasting water =x
realise water in sg taste great.. lol.. but is pulau ubin part of sg???
aniway wish got gathering on monday, sooo long nvr have a proper gathering liao..
been watching youtube since now.. but dunno why I totally love this song called *wish upon a star* I guess cause I lky stars ba, haha.. but the song also veri nice ^^ make mi feel happier, I nearly dunwan go tuition jus now cause I wan keep listening to the song lol!

2008-04-23T20:12:00.002+08:00

I realised feelings is such a scary thing esp when u are scared.. I think I totally blow my chance of getting a gd grades for my eng todae.. I try to speak as loud as I can during the oral presentation but I dunno if Ms Koh can hear mi =( haiz.. I speak so short also.. cause I try to speak what I think but my mind was lky jus blank =(
nvm hope my mid-yr can get better marks ^^
todae reach sch pretty early haha and arrived nearly the same time as rae! nice or wad? saw her alighting in front of mi hahaz., then can watch TV in the hall with air-conditioned.. cool.. nvr thought have a chance to do tt.. and almost all of the staff, principal, vice-principal behing watching too.. ^^
and tmr remedials cut short my time in NP!! I onli left abt 2 parades left with sec 4s then I got eng remedial follo by physics remedial and end off with a ss test!!! haix... hope wun lag behind in drills =x

2008-04-21T20:19:00.004+08:00

It is jus so maddening!! I jus complete the video for the english project and it cannot be saved!!! I dunno wad's wrong with my window movie maker.. last time also nvr hang so mani times.. =( now poor rae have to help mi redo.. haiz.. and I feel lky I nvr do anithing for the grp cause I m supposed to do the video de lor!! =( haiz.. I dun even noe what I am supposed to do =( I am not even in the mood to finish my hw..
I did do but now seem lky I nvr do anithing leh.. poor rae still struggling with the *hanging*(is there such a word?) wmm.. haiz.. why my com lky tt de!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz.. forget it =( I do nth by the end of the day cause the video is a waste.. and I spent all day ytr and today to do!!! And I spent so much effort on it, now it is a waste!!! it is not even use!!!!!!! and I have done nth for the grp Nth!! haiz.....

oh well.. I feel so apologetic towards rae I promised to finish and I get in to such a mess.. thanks veri much for redoing the video ^^ haiz.. nvm.. the video I made maybe not nice aniway.. use rae's better.. maybe hers nicer .. ya.. haiz.. maybe tt's y the com wun let mi save lol.. cause it is badly-done.

2008-04-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

todae so fun ^^ cause sch ends at 11 =) so early.. after eating we watch enci tell us a story abt sijie's lost umbrella hahax.. which reminds mi =( whr is sijie's umbrella???????? I can't find it and I rmb leaving in my class room leh!! die le lor =( sijie wan her old umbrella bak cause they say got *feelings* le lol..
then after awhile of entertaining ourselves we jus sort of sitting and running around?? sooo bored tt time.. aniway when reach the stadium so ma fan lor.. need keep moving bak =.=
after pizza arrived and have class picnic haha.. eat 2 pieces so full le lor.. then 2 person MUS share 1 cup then mi and rae share tgt =) then so funni lor.. when fun chung asks for cups, jia en, our vicechair, say 2 person mus share 1 cup though so tell him and anqi share 1 cup!! then everybody watch free show haha..both of them so sweet ^^
after tt got alot of pizza left over then watch some take for 3rd piece, so pei fu.. i so full liao they can still eat. wish have their appetite, hahax.
hmm.. on the bus trip bak (abt 1 hr plus isit???) then chat with them so fun.. then the air con was lky on full blast.. cool.. i dunno y but seems lky a long time nvr lky chat with each other for so long and lky talk abt anithing under the stars.. haiz.. miss talking lky tt..

2008-04-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

April Fool's Day quite fun cause actually got a reason to trick ppl lol!! the most memorable should be the one played by yin kar.. she actually tricked us our maths test is todae!! LOL! then everybody was lky huh?? wad??! until she say april's fool =.= then everybody was lky chew! then our class trick Mr Ling and Ms Koh todae hahax so funni, we lied tt everybody nvr bring our worksheets then Mr Ling actually wasted 25 mins of the lessons trying to figure out whether we are kidding or not!! 25 min gone! hahax..
then todae went JP with enci they all but tricked them I not going then scared them after tt at JP ! lol, they realli tot I not going ma. so funni. but tmr got maths test leh =( haiz.. so sad lor nid study.

2008-03-16T15:59:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Enci!!!

haiz.. I am in no mood to ply =( ,my hw still not complete even though I stayed up half the night ytr.. =.= but actually I watched TV more =x but so mani not completed.. at least eng and chi sort of completed.. becus I dunno how to do, I jus write some words tt make sense.
still have maths? bio?(ok quite complete) , physics.. hmm.. not bad i finish eng, chi, chem.. half complete my hw =x haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz dun care le.. but =( i still care, if my parents know i nvr complete i cannot use com again le =( mad...................

2008-03-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

after sch went library cafe for awhile to have lunch, but I wan broke le T.T haiz.. then decide not to go out this week again =( then we went to play volleyball, to train jess and sj for their test tmr! =) but the ball was veri hard and I am abit scared of ball so sat down and watch magazine for awhile hahax! in the end join them again and they were laughing at how i hold the ball =.= veri funni meh? they play a game of catching the ball and I have to do forfeit twice, jus becus i didn't manage to catch the ball 6 times but in the end quite fun ^^ even the forfeit not bad lor
but i not veri gd at these kind of games lol.. then the ball always nearly hit the 2 snails on the walls near us.. poor them, even though nvr hit them but they mus be scared to death! it is fun but now i have no time to do my hw le =x

2008-02-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

todae ia a special day becus this day onli happens once every 4 years ^^ this is known as leap year and I think it is veri special and worth celebrating.. and todae we went and watch leap years abt a girl born on 29th of feb, I personally think tt all the people born during tt day are veri special becus they onli get to celebrate their birthdae once every 4 years.
aniway when we watch leap years is lky so funni cause I think mani ppl laugh more than cry though I dunno why, but cannot help laughing. and many nanhuarians watch movie todae too. met alot of them.
aniway legend in the movie said tt:
if a girl proposed to a guy today and ONLY on 29th of Feb, the guy must accept or else he will get a fine!
I sort of lky the legend in the movie =)

but dunno why, feel abit lost todae =( I hope I nvr offend anione, it is a veri bad feeling when u hurt ur friends unknowingly.. I feel lky I am tethering on the edge of the line

2008-02-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

haiz.. I lost my calculator =( so careless of mi.. oh well. lucky not my hp or wallet.. lol jus after rae lost hers, I lost mine hahax.. I think I left it at school ba.. haizz.. then I found an mv of jang nara singing a chinese song sia o.O but she is korean and chinese is so different from their language.. pro sia..
aniway this common test is such a failure =( hope I can get better results next time..

2008-02-22T19:41:00.002+08:00

common tests finalli over le!!!!!
soo happy hahax.. no nid to study, yay!! aniway todae lky so crazy hahax.. eveyrbody go ri ben chun then lky on the way jess keep saying rae cute and the scene is lky so funni!! lol.. cause rae is lky a cute doll there then lky trying to*escape* from jess hahax.,. but jess also veri cute hahax.. but I bet when I get bak my results I cannot smile animore
=( aniway its lky so fun tt the burden is not there for awhile and u can enjoy urself even if its onli a few daes or even a few hours. then todae we stay at ri ben chun for lky 3 hrs plus??? then we ply truth and dare!! I think jess and the rest of them can be reporters le.. veri gd at choosing ques to dig out secrets leh..
then jess lky at ri ben chun sounds lky a story teller haha she know so mani tibits and come up with interesting stories to fit the name of **** hahax
but I am seriously broke le =(
feel so dampened by my maths mark =(

2008-02-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

got a bit mad at sth todae, but nvm ^^ I should only rmb the GOOD details.. so sad enci go dental appointment nvr go np with us =( nvm can see her tmr! hahax then todae np quite fun leh.. pt so different from normal o.O cause PTIs need explain pt to sec 1s cause its their 1st time, good take up alot of time.. lol! but we do 20 more jumping jacks then what we were intended to do =(
todae alot of exercising leh.. jus todae I did 1.8m or 1.6m? run in PE. lol.. so tired now, but I lky the new drill! so fun =P but afraid of dropping the rifle or 80 pumpings!! omg =x
now dunno how to study for common test. die le!! haiz..
my class tests all so lan lor!! and I study for EVERY one of them =( I abit sad but nvm, shall work harder.. but common test coming and I dunno how to study for it!! =( I wish my studies can get better, or else I can't go same JC with 7teacups then I will cry when I get my O lvl results =( haiz.

2008-02-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

haiz, decided to slack for awhile instead of mugging for ss and chem test.. so tired.. aniway todae go library for while.. then nearly got late for tuition =x lucky jus make it.. aniway on the way bak so funni lor! saw alot of ppl hahax.. then Rae go say sooo loud! I nearly fainted at the spot hahax.. think he recognised us, but he nvr say anithing.. phew! but all of us was lky pretending not to see him lol!
I am so stressed now.. hmm.. I dun care le, after tmr's test, I am going to slack slack slack!! ^^ CNY le ma.. dun care le la =( I can't concentrate on my studies!!And I need to stay up late waiting for my parents becus they forget to sign my papers b4 they go out!! dun even noe when they will be bak =( should be quite late.. nvm a chance to surf the net for long! hahax

2008-02-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

yay!! so happy.. cause I finally get a rank.. hahax.. then todae's master parade in auditorium, cool!! got air-conditioning instead of standing in the parade square todae!! I am so thankful todae rained!! I think todae the most slacked master parade ever? but Jess nvr waited for mi to go home tgt =( but she got sth on, nvm ^^ hahax but soo tired todae
tmr still have to revise chem test =x so mani tests b4 CNY, wad a wet blanket lor.. after CNY then CT tt means I have to study during CNY! haiz.. hope I at least pass all my tests, if I have to retake all of them I gonna die le..
wondering mondae whether 7 of us can make it to bugis tgt! it is gonna be fun so mani of us going hahax.. nvr go out with so mani ppl b4 except for gatherings of course.. aniway hope mondae we can all go tgt!

2008-01-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

feel so tired! got bak from doing CIP.. which was mostly cut and paste, but quite fun cause make several trips to 7-11 hahax.. got to know xin jie more also.. but she going bak to china veri soon =( why? she soo nice lor, then sometimes feel lky we have sth in common hahax.. then she veri nice to talk to.. then she wan go liao.. I am gonna miss her!! she is one of the 1st ppl in 3o6 I talked to, wish she can stay longer =(
then todae we make the trip to 7-11 tgt hahax.. then saw the teacher, we afraid she will scold but she nvr hahax.. scare ourselves for nth =.=.. after tt get a lift home from lilin's father.. so nice of them!! tired now.. and I got 2 tests to study for tmr.. I hope I can get A for both cause I totally flunked todae's maths test
=( haizzz.. stress

2008-01-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

Lol.. nth to blog abt.. haiz.. but since SIJIE complained I nvr update my blog hahax.. aniway sijie, pls tagged when u visit la.. always nvr tag de =.= see I so gd dedicated this post 1st to u leh..
dun think got ani use =.-
aniway, got my 1st tuition todae.. wonder whether I could cope.. hmm.. since does not have tuition for 4 years le! so bu xi guan lor.. nvm.. if I wan get gd results tuition is a must T.T haiz.. aniway ltr going to JP again with Rae lol.. dunno if I can complete my hw in time =x
so mani hw, stress! and exams are not even near yet! haizzzzzzzzzzz.. miss sec2 life lor, at least can cope with the hw =(
I dunno why but a week seems to pass faster and faster than ever.. lky time seem to go faster when I grow older lor.. I rmb pri 6 is lky so slow then sec 1 and 2 started to pass lky a blur.. now sec 3 le.. I m sure the week seem to pass even faster than b4! but also getting tired easier.. I can't believe I fell asleep so fast last nite.. normally I need half-an hour b4 I can sleep? haiz.. life jus pass too fast for my liking..

2008-01-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

lol.. these 2 daes got such a fun time.. ytr is last dae of the week for sch becus todae is e-learning day, and it is jus sooo lucky!
enci, sijie taking MRT instead of taxi =P Jess also coming along!! but while waiting for enci, a announcement came.. both trains broke down!! make mi dunno whether to laugh or cry.. cus we might be late for sch when it isn't our fault!! it is kind of exciting too, 1st time lky tt ma.. then ALOT of ppl rushed down from the MRT station, then I was like.. WOW! so mani ppl o.O then Jas, JY & eileen go take bus, while we nanhuarians dunno wad to do, taking bus to sch is 45 mins leh! sooo long.. so take taxi lor, but so mani ppl taking taxi, we can't compete with them lor.. called my dad to fetch us to sch =P hahax we sat behind as 'stowaways'!!
LOL, we are still late but reach sch at exactly 7.31, then joined in the long queue of late-comers.. so anxious.. tot gonna have a black mark on my list le!! but I think it is the largest no. of late-comers in the nan hua history!! hahax.. lucky prefects let us go becus it is the MRT fault ma.. yay!! late for sch without being booked, this feeling is shiok! hope MRT broke down again =x hahax.. it is so fun..
then when we walked to the bus stop after sch, it was pouring down lky anithing! I shared an umbrella with Rae but was wet through!! but was kind of laughing half of the way there.. LOL! wad an interesting dae..
todae (11/01/08)
this mornin was such a hassle.. need to find the courses and download it, was lky engrossed in my storybooks instead of my hw, until Rae nudged mi, hahax.. then so mani ppl on9 to chat to!! so fun! I lky e-learning jus becus so mani ppl on9! hahax! then so mani conversations!! it is so nice! lky everybody connected tgt on9 :)
after settled tt, go JP with Enci & Rae! it is so relaxing after tt busy morning.. we laughed and chatted most of the time, and I forgotten how Rae and Enci both can be such a creative pair tgt =.- going to get bak at them on Mon! hahax.. both better watch out now.. lol! decided even more now tt we MUS go bugis!! I hope we can find a weekend tt is free for all of us! too bad todae onli 3 of us.. but it is still an exciting dae =P

sec 3s days are not too bad after all ^^

2008-01-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so tired of maths.. so mani maths ques to do =( lucky can ask Jess a few, she so pro.. help mi solve the maths ques I stuck for almost a dae.. thxs ^^ miss my old class alot =( 3o6 is so different lor.. abt a quarter of the class is former 2o8 o.o then so hardworking sia.. nvr sleep through lessons.. then when we pass through all the sec 3 classes on 4th floor.. so diff from sec 2 sia.. esp 301 and 302.. so mani ppl doing their hw during lunch =.= and it is onli the 1st week.. i m soo lazy compared to them o.o but now still got 12 to 13 maths ques to do!! wan die from over-exhaustion of using my brian le =( soo mani maths ques dunno.. haiz.. A- Maths is soo difficult!! better go finish my maths hw.. =(

2008-01-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

haiz.. todae so sad lor.. start of a new year in sch.. then in another class with so mani strangers.. doesn't know much abt them yet o.O but at least got rae can talk to la.. ok lor.. but our Maths teacher is B.lim leh!! omgomg.. and tmr we still have her lesson, & I nvr done ani maths hw!! die liao.. =.= I wan Mrs Chang as my Maths teacher!! haiz.. at least our form teacher seems quite nice la.. Mrs Jacqueline Tan, hey.. I am having form teacher with the surname Tan for 3 years.. aniway change my mind abt changing classes.. but I hope.. it will be okay.. I sooo feel lky going bak to 203.. I dun even mind if I going to have to go ATC once more.. nono.. twice more!! If only I can be in the same class with my friends =( but nvm la.. will have to seperate sooner or later de ma.. learn to accept lor.. aniway jus hope I can keep up with my hw 1st.. thinking of chionging maths now.

2007-12-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

yay.. my cousins all go back home le ^^ now my room is mine again! can use my com again, so shuang! todae is the campcrafts test & I am so down on my luck, 1st I spoilt my glasses which is irritating cause it keep slipping off, then I woke up late todae!! and I am late 2 hours leh!!!!! lucky enci call mi or else dunno wad will happen, so have to rush & nvr even have my breakfast T.T soo hungry.. but hope I pass my campcrafts test.. they asked alot of ques I dunno leh!! maybe can hopefully pass my promo too.. lol..
Next week sch reopens le.. so fast =( I haven't even start my hw =.=Mad!! I dunno can appeal to change classes!! I wana change to 305 T.T or even 302 but sure cannot get in de.. 302 all pros.. aniway hope they still can accept appeals leh!! I wana go 305! =(

2007-12-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

tmr gathering le, but feel so tired todae.. & haven't even finished de things for tmr.. ytr np quite okay surprisingly o.o although veri tiring.. and gonna be sec3s soon.. haiz.. why so fast de? seems ytr I onli starting sec2 sia.. and I can't concentrate on anithing I do.. haiz.. feel so distracted.. dunno for wad reasons..keep thinking abt other things.. forget it.. I haven't even started not to say finished my hols hw =x dun even feel lky doing.. 1st time during Dec hols got hw ma.. aniway dunno even if next year teachers will still rmb to collect from us o.O
haix.. I can't concentrate on finishing my post le la..

2007-12-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

haiz.. tmr my cousins coming over le =.= honestly so late during the Dec hols, I wonder Malaysians no need to prepare for sch reopening de meh? o.O aniway dun bother abt them.. hahax cause got np training plus stuffs and gathering, so I am not going to be home so often =P so might not hang out with them which is a gd thing. but the bad thing is they are taking over my room which have the com!! haiz.. cannot use com so often ba.. dun care la =x they are going to be out most of the time ba..
going to miss hols so much.. slacking, playing com and getting up late.. tmr having np again, big prob.. I might need to fetch them since they dunno their way around & they coming around 2 or 3.. I am probably still at sch o.o guess I see if I can go earlier ba.. haiz.. aniway left the job to my bros if can't hahaz..
and now I am losing count which of my friends are overseas o.o dun even noe who to call.. =.= hope sch hols can start all over again.. sec 3s going to be in different classes le.. =(

2007-11-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

hahax so long nvr update le.. realise tt CIP is not so fun after all.. so boring then when I shelf-reading the books sometimes looking at all the long numbers.. will have a headache.. haiz.. lucky done 30 hrs le!! Yay!! dun think I doing animore ba.. hmm.. see 1st.. aniway going back to malaysia today for the 1st time in 3 years leh!! 3 years.. alot mus have change.. so lonely lor.. dunno all my cousins dun even mention their names.. so mani of them o.o haiz.. I dunwan to go at all!! I wan to stay at home and ply all day =P this week so chaotic.. going CIP in the morn and back at home in the afternoon too exhausted to ply =( will miss going to eat with enci, sijie, jess and jalan though.. nvm.. hope will have a chance during this sch hols.. since I will not be in the same class as them.. wonder if we can still go to recess tgt =( I soooo wan to go 302, 305 or even 308.. cause got them but lucky still got rae same class as mi =) haiz.. so scared abt 1st dae of sch.. if onli it can be delayed.. sec3s life is gonna be so stress!! not to mention sec4s.. haiz.. got to work hard next year le =( I soo lazy de, dunno can work hard or not =x haiz.. left a few more hours left..better go pack my bag now.. =x
Buaiix all~~

2007-11-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

haha.. so happy promo finali over.. lol.. then a few ppl nvr turned up.. they miss their chance to be promoted.. haiz.. I hope I can pass this time round.. but I screwed up my MOI -.- I mixed up kenan with kiri and I repeated the same mistake TWICE.. haiz.. not hard to notice de mistake esp when someone repeat twice as if once is not enuff.. hope sir nvr notice jiu can liao.. lol..
separated into different grps so duno how enci & sijie done.. but think they so pro can pass de la.. esp after going through so mani times tgt ^^ aniway I think some ppl definitely pass are rachel, hazel and zy.. they always so enthu abt np.. lol.. but I sooooooo envy enci tt grp.. they paired up to teach MOI leh.. not fair lor, then the command they wan to teach is their choice.. so gd! at least if 1 forget sth, another can fill in ma.. but think not enuff time so they came up with this solution ba..
then I definitely can't get the 2nd class drill badge,, but yellow colour nicer than green colour ma.. so if I can get the 2nd class badge can liao.. lol.. but now after promo test.. can play play play liao!! yay! but tmr have camp meeting, haiz.. even though not going to camp still have to help them out, they not enuff ppl.. but nvm camp meeting quite fun ^^
and I finalli sign up for CIP! yay! extra points!! lucky ec remind mi or the email will stay in junk mail.. hope can do CIP soon.. so bored stuck at home..

2007-11-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

haiz.. ytr go for the annual camp meeting.. quite fun actually.. cause my grp members so hmm.. er.. active? hahax.. aniway I jus nod through can le.. but they quite funni sometimes.. lol.. then discuss and prepare for the camp.. esp love the cheers!
Lalalala lalalala
elmo’s world
lalalala lalalala
elmo’s world!
elmo loves his goldfish
and his crayons too…
its elmo’s world!
haha this is the main cheer.. so funni.. cause our group's cartoon character is Elmo ma.. but sadly dun think I can go for camp le.. haiz.. cause my mum taking us overseas to visit our Malaysian relatives.. and on the annual camp days, I guess I am still overseas ba.. =( will be gone for a week.. haiz.. now so confused.. tt means can't go for camp le.. lol.. surprisingly I dun lky camp so much actually but lky the meetings hahax.. but still not sure..
aniway 2dae we met up to go through promo then in the end sijie's hse cannot so ended up at my hse.. lol.. then sijie lky so sian in the end so nvr do much drills hahax.. (oh and this is dedicated to sijie, pls tagged B4 u leave) dun think will be much use =.= aniway then go through the drills, W.O.C and M.O.I.. onli once though.. not sure can or not.. going to go through again tmr.. haiz.. wish us gd luck!
Jess also there, hahax, but mostly used com.. then dunno why my room got 2 more immigrants (my bros) then sat on the floor plying chess o.O jus cause my room got air-con =.= lol.. oh and thxs to Jess, I can use the colour codes in my msn! hooray! hahax.. finalli! keep plying with colours in my msn nick hahax.. =P

2007-11-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

Just got back from sijie's hse ^^ & we spent the whole day putting on foundations!! lolx.. then sijie's one so shiny.. =.= her 4 layers of foundations is abt the same effect as my 7 layers.. omg.. haiz... then we meeting again on thurs to polish our boots =x so little time left.. I am so afriad we dun have enuff time to practise for promo.. but we realli put in more effort than last year.. and our boots had nvr been so shiny b4 =P at least there's improvements.. hope it is enuff!
then chat chat chat.. I am so lag.. at 6.30 I still polishing my boots while ec & sj already wrapped up their work le =( haiz.. then till 7 my boots still not shiny enuff but decide to go home 1st, or else poor ec need wait veri long b4 I am satisfied hahax.. but from sj's info her boots losing their shine.. hmm.. hope after we polished the boots will stay in the shiny mode till after promo or else we are dead meat! ainway tmr mi and ec got annual camp meeting which start at the same time.. so gd, at least can go tgt =) haiz.. these few daes is going to be no stop working!!

2007-11-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

haiz.. I am totally exhausted.. I spent the whole day doing the foundation and polishing the boots.. but too bad I onli get 1 boot done =( and I still get help from my parents =x tmr going to sijie's hse to pratice MOI & exchange tips on polishing boots haha.. I think by the time we are done sijie's hse going to be messy.. ops.. hahax.. cause after a day of polishing the kiwi get stain everywhr.. =x and I have to clean up after tt.. phew.. now preparing the WOC script.. hopefully can pass the promo test.. at least scraped through also can.. they are so strict now.. if our uniform is not in tip top conditions we going to fail our promo test leh.. haiz.. headache.. but think I am better prepared than last year's promo test.. hmm.. if I stil cannot pass jiu die liao.. hope I am not the 1st one to be called out! At least I can refer to others as a reference to prepare myself.. haiz.. hope tmr can clear up our doubts and be more well-prepared =) and I realised most of my hols is probably going to be taken up by np.. which left lesser times for gatherings! aniway hope we can have gatherings soon, kays?

2007-10-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!!! hahax.. I am super happy todae ^^ cause of 2 reasons =P 1st reason: I start my 1st-ever job today!
2nd reason: I quit today too! ^^
hahax.. might sound crazy but I am happy cause I earned my own money.. the job is actually telesurvey recommended by luhong ^^ but after 2dae the working hours are veri long and have to work OT too.. then quite tired after we got bak home now.. so when we received the news from yj we dun haf to go bak to work tmr, we are super happy cause we going to quit aniway =P but not so soon de la but tmr dun feel lky going all the way to bugis again =) so we still get our pay and hols at the same time! hahax.. but I think I will sort of miss my friends and colleagues I met 2dae =( esp liling and yj! hahax, thxs yj for bring mi to the office 2dae and liling for bring us to the food court during lunch hour and offered us help ^^ and the others lky buddy hahax.. he is the onli guy in the office except for the boss la then lky so ke lian, all alone de.. then quite nice think we onli spoke to him once which is bye bye! lol! then er.. I forgot her name le.. but she sat beside mi and any probs always asked her then sometimes we chatted abit(slacking) =x hahax.. aniway so happy now! cause can get up late again!!!!!! lalala~ but my parents so funni de.. now pushing mi to find a job AGAIN =( no way! =P I wan slack 1st hahax.. 2nite I am sleeping late! yay!!!

2007-10-27T17:05:00.001+08:00

haiz.. nth to blog abt.. hmm so I should blog abt ATC but it is a week ago le lor =x hahax.. nvm..
1st Day
When I 1st reached sch on Fri, surprised to find mani squad mates gathering outside np room so join them, at 1st zy tot I onli bring 1 small bag =.= If I can do tt I will be so super cool lor but unluckily I have 2 bags and both were super heavy lor.. envy others bring so little esp the NCOs lor, then was wondering how they managed to bring so little things.. onli 1 bag o.O
aiyo too lazy recap everything so skip skip skip to taking ferry to pulau ubin.. then at 1st worried I will get sea sick.. whether euu believed it or not this is the 1st time I ever took a ferry or even a water transport =x
but realised it is fun then lky swinging on a swing lor.. hahax.. I rather stay on the ferry forever then go to ATC actually.. but too bad the ferry-ride too short =(, then we walked abt dunno how mani km to the camp lor but a dog accompany us there then sometimes the dog went in front of us lky leading us then it even followed us to the campsite tooo bad the security guard chased it away =( cruelty to dag hahax..
but sec2s haven't arranged our grps yet so I pitched the tent with ec, sj, zy, rachel, hazel bak at our campsite then was lky quite proud of our tent la cause quite tight compared to other tents lol.. but tt nite we got separated into different grps =( then I onli gurl from nh in my grp lor, dunno why hor.. my grp got 4 guys from nh leh o.o so gd la.. then nvr separated them de I tot ICs said 2 same gender from the same unit allowed? then I was so fuming mad.. but forget it.. tt nite I sleep in a different tent from my grp though cause not enuff ppl then lucky got xinhua, jiaxin they all and their grp ppl so friendly de.. I was lky chatting with their grp mates pretty soon then the RV gurl sleeping beside mi can't sleep on the 1st ntie same as mi so I keep checking to see if she was asleep, poor her! hahax.. but she managed to fell asleep and I stayed awake all nite =x
2nd day
more events but have to had breakfast with my grp mates then I was lky dun dare to talk to them so I kept quiet lor.. easy task hahax.. quite okay la, jus eat quietly can le.. then got kayating(er.. isit spelt lky tt??) then nvr go stayed with zy on shore, joshua also there.. then when he asked us, the sir in charge of my grp told him not to ask too much.. hahax.. I totally agree =) then chatted abt our class de ppl, I listened mostly la.. half-way through the sec 3s here for the rafting then some of the nh NCOs came and sat around us.. then I was listening to them talked till I wan fell asleep le*(kind of regretted no sleeping last nite) then next is the rock-climbing and such so tired lor but I slacked through hahax.. onli took part in the rock-climbing and team work de.. the rest I stayed behind as casualty =D not my fault aniway I jus can't take the stuffy maze.. =x
then so relaxed but too bad mosquitos too MANI le.. then I was slapping everwhr.. keep hearing them buzzing near mi till I irritated..
next is the orientating but we onli went 2 places and we even took a short cut bak to campsite, was late for dinner but given more time to finished up.. then after tt we need to hike all the way bak to sec 3s campsite for camp fire haiz.. was hoping it rained but not one drop
=( when we finalli went bak to our tent, I fell asleep pretty fast and even missed my grp sentry duty =x but our sir so slack lor not even there when my grp went down late but I still fast asleep, lol.. the next dae heard them chatting to sir why he not there, but dun think they noticed mi missing hahax.. aniway they were sent bak to their tent aniway.. dunnid to do sentry duty good!! ^^
3rd day
yay!! but we needed to clean up the toilet, quite okay la, but jus abit mad with my grp members slacking de.. lucky xinhua and jiaxin there & their grp members there, then slacked all the way bak to NHHS ^^

2007-10-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

haiz.. hols coming.. isit sth to be happi abt? I am not sure.. even if hols are here but it is no time to relax.. we still need go bak to sch for cca.. haiz.. then tmr last dae of sch le.. will miss being in 103 and 203.. next year everybody will be separated into different choices and classes.. I hope can get into the same class as Jess, Enci, Sijie and Rae! Jalan going to elect hist =( hope can still go to recess tgt! haiz.. decided to change my blogskin but now not enuff time.. next time ba.. lol.. I dunwan to go through the same thing again lky pri 6 =( separated into so mani pieces..
then most of the class gone for camp.. the class suddenly feel so small.. get bak our report book todae.. quite okay for my standard, but hope can get better grades next year =)
2dae go the NUS museum, then it is so cold.. saw a movie abt digging up a grave to get the remains to be burnt.. so scary.. it is not fair to disturb someone after laying in peace for so mani years lor.. but too bad singapore not enuff land.. then some places smell strongly of wood.. yucks! but got 1 place smell of biscuit!! so nice.. so linger around tt area more hahax.. then realised the stairway not safe de.. will shake when alot of ppl are on it.. then ky also saw sth else.. lol.. so take lift instead.. then we keep getting a scare cause opening the door we saw someone else not expected on the other side.. and give ourselves a scare for nth.. but quite funni if u are the on-looker.. haiz.. last dae of sch le.. last dae as 2o3?

2007-10-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

oh ya, &
Happi 14th Birthdae to Jasmine(Lime Green teacup) =) !

I finalli submit my subject combo le!! whew!! a big relief!! now all I have to do is wait for my results!! I realli hope I can be in the same class as Jalan, Jess, EC & SJ but jalan seem to prefer different subjects =( sad, then the rest our 1st two choice are the same.. I realli hope we can be in the same class =)

then so funni at 1st my parents *forced* them to eat sth hahax.. in the end everybody had to eat sth b4 my parents let us go =x then 1st sijie ply meng huan dan gao wu.. actually is mine de.. she help mi ren qi higher!! thxs ^^ then next we teach enci ply card games( I dunno how spell -- tie di isit??) then she ply maple while learning.. hahax.. then the other 2 teachers complain abt the student.. so funni.. after a game or 2 enci bak to maple again.. then we wait.. and wait... and wait.. until she finalli lvl up!! hahax.. then ke lian de Jess and poor SJ fell asleep le.. then my bed so crowded hahax..

thxs! Jess, EC & SJ for ur present =)) and for Jess's cake and for celebrating a early birthdae with mi!! thxs veri much ^^ tytyty~

2007-10-14T09:09:00.001+08:00

hahax.. ltr jess, ec and sj coming over to my hse for the subject combo thingy.. haiz.. still haven't decide yet.. die le =x pros and cons of geog and hist.. I DUNNO!! haiz., but they say hist veri hard to memorize,, then geog can use common sense.. so I dun have a gd common sense actually seeing I jus pass the common sense test.. haiz.. and it is thxs to enci hahax.. then now I own ec and sj 1 BIG meal liao.. o.o nvm I say when I get my 1st job pay I treat them to a meal.. but maybe by then we lost touch le hahax.. then ltr mus rmb to avoid Jess hahax.. then ec make mi interested in doing D.I.Y, but I got scam.. the string so exp.. sad.. a big hole in my pocket.. but nvm la.. doing D.I.Y is fun!

2007-10-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

ytr.. so sad lor.. haiz.. my results so lan.. but nvm can go into triple science can le =] hahax then after sch go JP.. then Jalan can't go =( but nvm tues got plenty of time! then can do paint art again! but need save money to buy the D.I.Y things to make **** for **** leh.. haiz.. a big hole in my pocket hahax.. but nvm it is fun! esp doing a present urself! then saw Jess & her 'stead' so funni.. then we hid from them.. hahax.. but hols coming soon.. so sad.. and need to choose a sub combination.. I think I know wad I wan to do.. hopefully..

2007-10-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

Finalli! EOYS over! =) so happi! but.. so scared when I get bak my results! haiz.. but even if I fail I get to see a gd show of someone** eating a paper duck! hahax.. at least cheer mi up abit.. lol.. but jus after exams so dun care 1st.. try to ply as much now.. but realise onli less than 2 weeks left for 203 to be a class.. haiz.. aniway can't wait for Dec hols! but b4 hols got a NPCC adventure camp I think.. haiz.. dun feel lky going =(

2007-09-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

2dae play with plasticine at Jess's hse.. then spent abt a few hours jus trying to mix the colours and fix on their board.. but the colours I mix always seem to be the same - brown.. so mad.. actually is their thinking skill project then I went there to help out for fun.. lol.. then we make all kinds of ... er.. XXXX hahax.. then even take photos. decide to scare enci, hahax.. cause look kind of real.. esp Jess de..
back at home so late but catch the show in time =) then my bro introduce mi sth call water babies?? I have nvr heard it b4 in my life.. then my bro show mi these water babies.. suppose to reproduce when in water so my bro got 5 from his fren then mi and my youngest bro took 3, 2 for mi =P, 1 for my bro and left 2 for him hahax.. so ke lian him.. then try to reproduce lor.. then repay his water babies hahax.. but not sure it will work.. feel kind of lky jelly.. then we keep playing with the poor things.. my bro say they will die =x but we dunno for sure whether they are alive or dead.. hard to tell as they are jus lky bubbles with different colours.. there's even a black one! but its quite rare.. then I ask for fun whether can use as balls cause they are circular then my bro actually say can o.o but we need to reproduce abt 100 sth cause they spoil easily =x I think I better left them alone b4 I become murderer.. but how can a supposingly a non-living thing produce??? better study more abt bio lol..

2007-09-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

2dae wake up early surprisingly.. then ply games till go out with enci.. then ltr when I finalli borrow the game disk from enci.. I realise I am addicted.. lol.. plying till froom afternoon till now.. taking turns with my bro.. lol.. hahaz. heard tt ec & sj shops are doing well.. so gd.. haiz.. then gathering on fri.. so happi.. hope tt dae come soon.. no if tt dae come soon means hols going to end leh.. haiz..
then nvr bother abt hw if haf.. too lazy le hahaz.. so stress thinking abt hw =.= dun care le.. hols meant to ply lol.. aniway hope sj get bak 2dae with gd news.. wonder how it went? realli hope we nvr put the letters in the wrong letterbox.. or else I going to die terribly.. so afraid we will put in the wrong letterbox..
wish time can go bak. soon we will be sec 3, then wish we can still take MRT tgt, then exchange letters again :)
time will nvr wait for us.. but we can make full use of it.. so hope every gathering everybody will make it and most importantly.. have fun..

wish hols wun pass so fast..

2007-08-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. in the end nvr go bak pri sch.. so sad.. cause the rest can't make it.. =( but have quite a fun time at sijie's hse.. hahax.. then nvr realised we at her hse for abt 5 hrs.. then mi & enci ply monopoly.. haiz.. I at 1st so dao mei lor.. but in the end I manage to earned bak some money.. but enci still won.. then watch sijié plying on her com.. then thinking.. how I wish if we realli have a shop.. it will be so fun.. hope can get the game disk from enci soon.. haiz..
then when we going home suddenly rmb her progress report.. should not have remind her then can take her progress result home.. LOL.. then raced home with enci.. actually I think we draw leh.. but I sms her 1st so I won ba.. aniway it's jus a game.. wish we going to have a gathering soon.. pity we nvr go bak JWPS 2dae but nvm.. there's still next year..

2007-08-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

lol.. 2dae go JP.. then saw alot of ppl.. including someone we know.. o.O then saw them so mani times le =.= haiz.. then Jess mentioned abt lbk and realise tt she is quite compassionate.. but her hairstyle veri cute 2dae.. =x aniway got the letter-writing papers from eileen 2dae!! so happi.. then decide to get more.. haiz.. but can't bear to write letters on it lor.. so nice.. got more orders from frenx 2dae so think eileen is going to be super busy le..
then reply as mani letters as I could 2dae.. but could not help laughing at the last one.. but actually she can get de la.. her quality so gd.. no prob to her.. then dunno why my parents actually started to talk abt going overseas o.O not visiting my malaysia relatives but further away then tt.. so happi.. wish can invite 7 teacups all go tgt.. but maybe jus talk no plans? cannot get my hopes up..
suddenly wish I can read minds.. easier to know wad to do.. tmr going bak to JWPS.. then got a surprise in store.. hahax.. wish tmr can come quickly enuff!! yet wish we dun have the dunno wad ACES activity in the morn leh.. tucking in our pe shirt leh o.o rather wear sch uni..

2007-08-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

haiz.. 2dae have NP but lucky let us off early! then got bak our result slip.. lol sijie's one so mani grammatical errors.. hmm.. lucky mine dun haf ani hahax.. now know why sijie's surname always become the le.. lol.. 2dae quite eventful.. suddenly miss my old sch veri much.. feel lky visiting it this teacher's dae.. and I hope all of the 7teacups will make it.. it is always fun to go there.. esp this year! I can't say in case spoil the surprise and rae I wun say de.. pls dun ask mi le =P but all our ex-teachers moved to other sch.. so unfair..
haiz.. lazy to reply letters lol.. feel completely confused.. think maybe I daydream too much =x haiz.. jus saw tt 2dae is a full moon.. & the moon is so bright & beautiful.. too bad singapore can't see much stars.. starrynite is so much beautiful.. my parent once show mi tt scenery in malaysia, it is lky eveyrthing revolves around the stars sparkling high up in the sky.. there is alot too.. lots more.
wish we dun haf exams.. EOY coming nearer & nearer.. makes mi feel so stressed.. haiz.. now my parents lky to stress tt if I am hardworking enuff I will get high marks, which made mi extra nervous.. their standard now would be even higher le.. =( but EOY is so much different.. there's lots more subjects & topics to study on & plus oral too.. I guess everything will goes alright when I reach tt stage ba.. jus relax & eveyrthing will be fine?

2007-08-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

Dunno why.. suddenly feel so tired.. jus after CT then EOY come in abt a month's time.. haiz.. then dunno wad to do for we are release at 12, I dun even noe if we have time.. the rest are released at 2.. dun think we have time to go bak le.. haiz..
guess we will work out sth de la.. then watch SECRET ytr.. the movie is realli nice, now then I realise why Jalan & Sijie feel lky watching once more.. I also feel the same way now.. then after tt we go arcade again.. x= keep plying till we have enuff tokens.. hahax.. still have left over.. so much fun.. feel lky going again..
then realise.. things may look calm on the surface but you nvr knew what might be brewing underneath it..

2007-08-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

A star has 5 ends.

A square has 4 ends.

A triangle has 3 ends.

A line has 2 ends.

A life has 1 end.

A friendship has no end,

hope tat you will treasure our friendship.

This message was sent to mi by rae aka red teacup, I think it is veri meaningful.. aniway Happi Birthdae to Rae, the red teacup!!

You are now officially 14, congraz!

2007-08-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

haiz.. 2dae I am such a failure.. geo so lan lor.. lucky nvr fail.. whew.. but the gun-shooting at HTA.. I can't even shoot in 1 hole in the target lor!!!! 0 marks for mi leh.. then sure fail next year de test le! If I realli am a police then all the theives will escape le lor, can't even shoot a hole in the target.. so nervous b4 we shoot lor, then trembling.. haiz.. in the end still so lan.. dun care la.. after CTs mus ply! so tired 2dae.. onli reach home at 8.. haiz.. tmr still have np.. =( onli left sundae do my hw.. my horoscope so accurate de.. say I wil be slacking from 24-26 aug.. lol.. these dae better dun do anithing lor.. jus slack lky my horoscope says.. hahax.. Overall marks quite pleased.. calculate tgt with sj & vic.. but still not happi.. so little onli.. haiz.. I wish my art get an A!
hmm.. hope we realli can watch SECRETS on mon.. or else.. tt dae got np will be so disappointed.. then afterwards or b4 tt hope have time go arcade ply!!
my mum say work harder for EOYs then I also can get the beautiful results in sj & jalan's report book!! So mani As!! but I can dream? I believe I wun get veri high for EOYs..
Then jess refuse to tell mi her marks so pester her.. hahax.. who tell her to know my marks b4hand.. continue on mon.. enci veri pro, say till so relaxing in the end.. so envy of her.. taking things lky so easy lor.. I always so worried.. can't on com too late 2nite.. haiz.. can't ply.. tmr mus get up so early.. =( nvm.. tmr both parents working tgt.. haiz, can't have nice breakfast then have to tie my hair myself.. I super slow de lor.. tie hair can take half an hour.. =x then always mus wake up earlier than them..
haiz.. sry to Jas, Eil & JY.. can't go to sch with u all 2dae then all ur letters can onli get on mon.. sry but postman on leave! =P
think I write too much le.. haiz. so tired now..

2007-08-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. finalli!! Common tests over le!! but still feel scared for tmr's gun shoot at the HTA.. mus march in lor.. then wonder how to march up staris???? o.o haiz.. 2dae polish my boots veri long till I can see my face lor.. if nvr pass the uni-check test, haiz.. so sad lor.. spent so much time on it.. if the shoe still not shiny enuff, dun bother to polish liao le lor.. Jalan teach mi need to see ur teeth in the shoe's reflection then count as shiny.. hmm.. hope mine does!
I so afraid of getting tmr's geo paper! haiz.. better prepare for the worst.. but I spent more time to revise on geo then hist or ani other subs.. if I fail.. I think I am going to be so disappointed..
2dae can't go watch SECRET lor.. they take out the movie le lor.. so fast!! 1 month ma.. onli abt 2-3 weeks.. hope they will make them into VCDs or DVDs then can buy! then nvr go arcade 2dae, change plan to next mon.. hope can ply soon!! I wan go arcade leh.. get the money from my parents liao lor.. if nvr go will be so disappointed..
not feeling fine over my overall marks.. so low.. then nvr get As for all my subs
=( then can't get tt le.. I been hoping to get it through my results lor.. haiz.. nvm.. work harder in EOYs lor.. oh ya.. tmr np better turn in early..

2007-08-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

haiz.. jas, jy & eil have finished their CTs so envy them lor.. I still have to study.. haiz.. their National Day can ply.. LOL.. 4 daes.. but nvm I have more time to prepare.. maybe I am more suited for ltr exams.. cause I have't revise at all even now.. zzz.. except for the tests, haiz.. such a failure sometimes.. best get bak to my work.. haiz.. one ting I noe.. I hate it when I get behind my work.. haiz.. have to work double hard.. =(

2007-07-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

Done finish most things.. so so I tot.. until rachel tell mi abt the chem test & er.. geo mindmap? I dunno how to do tt.. so tmr do ba =x lol.. always say tmr then I dunnid to rest by the time I finish with all the work I nvr do.. at least I managed to finish wad I remember & I can rest! but I dun bother.. defenitely monday blues tmr.. haiz.. still have to stay bak after sch.. and haven't bought the presents yet..
haiz.. so mani things to do.. but time seem to run out from under my hands.. so I decide to quite alot of things till after my exams =( which is heart-breaking.. I will have to quit going msn or blogging.. haiz.. but I will start next week? LOL.. I will start when I am ready.. which might not ever happen.. =P
Alot of things happen.. but I dunno why I feel tt though I used to hate it last time, I enjoyed it now.. maybe cause I learned? Dunno.. maybe ba.. lol..
Feel tt time is slow todae for mi? nvr realise I opened my com so early in the morn.. no wonder my parents get mad.. and I nvr stop using till 7 and I start using now again.. nvm I will quit during exam period aniway.. if I can managed tt is.. =P

I can feel ur tears because euu r in my heart..

2007-07-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

Expect more I guess.. but.. emotions can be concealed.. lies and fakes.. but there's always truth beneath it.. u noe wad.. I dunno whether it is a concidence or wad.. but can guess from their.. msg.. almost identical.. except for their name.. nvr actually noticed it till I happen to glance towards them..
hope.. dreamz..
then suddenly addicted to 1 song again.. quite nice actually..
Cinderella are you realli tt happi?
Cinderella are you realli tt lovely?
I wan to noe whr's ur love and ur dreams
part of the lyrics..

then read the book.. dunno when will finish it, trying to make the moment last.. then thrilled to see my theory of snape is true.. he is realli not tt bad.. no wonder.. but love the name of harry''s children better.. hahax.. albus.. james.. lily.. slip to the bak part to cheat and find out who had been died.. but quite strange actually course we dunno wad they talking abt..
best to start at the beginning.. to mi.. but at least enci, jess and i read quite part of it during breakfast, hahax.. alot of ppl were reading harry potter at mac.. surprised.. duno when sijie get hers.. but kidding we reading half-way will get her call and ask whr we are.. lol.. which is at mac.. but she nvr call.. can't contact her when we leaving too.. haiz..
now my bro snatch the book away from mi while I using com =.= haiz.. nvm can read from whr I stop ltr.. if I manage to persuade him to give bak the book..

finalli can go jess blog.. glad she woke up so early todae.. nvr tot I will wake up at the crack of dawn jus to line up for the book.. all of us arrive in gd time.. but I last, for the 2nd time? better try not to dilly dally next time.. wonder if they have finish their book? read it through a few times already.. tot I will need at least a few daes to read.. but it didn't so sad.. at least can get the picture clearer, all of us agree it is a MUS to watch the last harry potter movie..

haiz.. but have to get bak to my work liao =.= such a bother..

2007-07-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

I dunno why.. but hurt.. sad.. yet confused.. why? I feel lky throwing up yet I feel numb.. tears tt fall doesn't seem to have a meaning.. I have given up long ago.. haven't I? but why.. it still feel tt hurt.. I dunno why.. I wan to turn bak the time.. bak 2 hrs earlier at least I feel happi.. being with my friends is the best thing in the wurl.. yet now.. I wish I have nvr known.. truth realli hurts alot more than lies.. do u noe.. why? can u tell mi the ans? I feel so tired.. everyhing seem to fall apart, but yet hold together by a mere glue.. although it is sth I seem to know at the beginning yet I feel horrible.. why.. I wan to cry.. let it go.. but I can't.. because..

2007-07-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

LoL.. saw jasmine's blog about the meng po tang.. nice story.. didn't know there's such a history abt it.. wonder whr she got it from? aniway full story go jasmine's blog in my link.. maybe use her solutions to escape from forgetfulness.. cause I think I drink too much last life.. I am so forgetful.. =.= but I certainly dunwan to lose my memories.. and my knowledge. If u spent a lifetime collecting them.. it seem so cruel to forget wad u built up isn't it?
aniway ytr went near Jess hse emm.. celebration abt the .. emm.. I dunno how to say forget it.. aniway ply badminton but it is such a pathetic situation.. esp with mi around.. and the wind.. but quite a nice change to ply at nite haha.. then I gave up and sat down on the floor then poor Jess had to accompany mi.. LOL.. sorri! cause I gave up totally.. in the end decide to try another activity but my mum called and gtg..
then tmr watching Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix!! hahaz.. then tmr also early release at 12.. nvr look forward to mondae so much.. =P I think is my 1st time going to watch with Jess and Jalan.. hahax.. but heard my friends's friends say it is quite disappointing cause they miss out alot of details in the book.. well.. onli 2hrs so short.. didn't expect much ba.. but I hope they dun left out the important parts!! some ppl complain it is too short too, I can't say much but I hope it is fun aniway..
can't wait for the release of the last book! haiz.. hope I wun neglect my studies but I jus got to finish up the whole book b4 I am satisfied ^^ or else I can't even concentrate in sch.. daydreaming again.. haiz.. maybe should left dreaming to whr it belongs at nite!! which is now.. hahaz..

2007-07-14T13:05:00.001+08:00

haiz.. saw Mr Low.. Jess ' teacher IQ so high.. 142.. o.O one of the highest.. hahax nvm.. work harder on mi exams then.. cannot depend on my mind liao.. lol.. so worried abt the geo test ytr.. 50% lor.. fail le I am over liao.. I want to take geo after all.. I mus learn abt these to fulfill 7teacups dream..

2007-07-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

Panda.. I hope euu saw my replies.. haiz.. we can't turn bak time so we should make better use of the time shouldn't we? I learnt a new word in geo.. and I think it can be apply to this situation.. opportunity cost.. we should find the next best alternative ba.. let's hope miracle happens? Maybe we can actually *turn bak time* bak to the past us.. =) why dun we try talking to all of them and find out the probs and try to solve them?
however I have a prob I can't solve.. how do euu tell a person to smile or at least say hi! when they feel embarrassed and shy abt it.. however both of them wanted veri much to talk to each other as per normal again.. if u have a solution tell mi will u? I have tried several times and no result haiz.. hope miracle happens to them!
2dae np quite fun and relaxing.. hahax.. surprised mi.. have fun teaching sec 1 actually but I can see I will make a bad teacher =x dunno how to teach actually.. this sort of thing should left to enci.. cannot forget her promo teaching methods.. superior.. and make feel approachable towards her.. hahax.. she might kill mi for tt =x haiz.. didn't know promo test in 2 weeks time.. make mi super nervous.. but next parade had to go the bridge competition.. wonder how we learnt the new drills?
oh ya.. hope rae join soon.. so can take promi with mi =x so I will not be so nervous hahax.. mus really refresh my memory =.= forget bring things AGAIN!! haiz.. feel so stupid.. is lky 3 times in a row.. next time I forget again.. I realli feel lky banging my head against the wall.. tmr sijie can watch harry potter movie le.. so gd.. and lee qing watching tonite.. wonder if it will be nice? I wan to watch at nite too.. but bought my ticket liao.. well.. at least is at the evening.. maybe not too bad.. hahax.. better not eat too much popcorns.. or else ltr cannot eat dinner..
actually I wonder abt the chinese story abt wad happen after u kick the bucket.. we have to cross the bridge and drink this meng po soup.. if is real.. can we pretend to drink it cause we wan to remember our friends.. and past life? I dunno.. if is real.. I hope can trick somehow.. and still remember all of us..

2007-07-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

haiz.. if going bak 1 step means I can go forward 2 steps smoothly.. isn't it better? but I am still stuck at the junction.. should I move forward or backwards? have euu ever wonder.. why our friendship become lky tt? I feel strange.. feel tt it is somehow part of my fault.. I should have known.. wad's right.. wad's wrong.. remember the past, I promised.. promise to help her.. but I failed..
now.. everything goes wrong.. I realli hope tt everything can be bak to normal.. something so precious and so hard to forget.. remember how euu build it up? all the time.. but now it's not right.. u told mi.. of ur feelings.. but yet, somehow the bond is still there yet noone wan to use it 1st.. the bond will not wait 4eva.. somedae.. when u found the courage it will be gone.. everything must have a start and an end.. but I dunwan it to end so quick..
did not all of us promised to always be BFF foreva.. yet somehow.. we are further not by distance.. but our feelings.. I hate it.. feel so out of touch.. will it be the same.. animore?

its not the same animore`~

2007-07-05T20:34:00.001+08:00

have been checking out 1 of my frenz blog.. realise.. she's right.. streaming le.. will we become different classes? I suddenly understand.. loneliness is so sad.. I feel happi whenever I go to sch with my BFFs.. but next year will be different.. Dun haf them chatting with mi animore.. looking at the beautiful sky at JE hahax, I love looking at it.. remind mi of beautiful memories..
think tt we will be more distant next time.. but will miss them..decide to enjoy every moment now.. onli half more year to go.. but lky sj say.. we may not be frenzforever.. we will go different ways somedae.. but at least we enjoy and really lky each other's company having memories no matter.. hard, bitter, sweet.. still we are once frenz.. maybe we will be BFF forever.. tt will be the best solution ^^ I hope we will always remain in contact..
Only if it rains, there's rainbow.. every parting is a sorrow.. but tt's wad make meeting precious.. beautiful things can not last forever but we can kept a memory of it in our own private photo album..

if love is selfish.. friendship is caring.. kinship is love~

2007-07-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

tired.. haiz.. feel lky sleeping but can't .. then go JP 2dae order the new Harry Potter book!! well, not mi la.. enci and jess onli.. I wish I haven't order mine so early.. now they can get a new promo.. better than last time =( I wish I order ltr haizzzz.. I wan tear tt ticket got excitement ma.. but I crazy de la.. wish sijie can order hers too.. maybe we all can have the last book ^^ then everybody happi! feel so bored.. aniway the harry potter movie coming out le.. wan watch with my frenz hahax.. but after sch so strange.. nvm lor.. lky enci say new experience LOL.. but still quite funni to bring such a big sch bag in.. =.= lol.. oh ya.. should have ask all seventeacups go together hor.. maybe..
haizzzzzz.. nvr finish so mani hw =.= too tired to do.. then jess got the text colour code in her msn why I dun haf de.. haiz.. update 3 times le still dun haf.. I wan have colour in my msn names.. nicer.. she use it in our msn.. but I can't see.. haizzzzzzz.. guess we can't have everything we wan in our life..

feel strange when it is in front of my eyes.. have you ever wonder? wondering.. how imagination always play tricks on u..

2007-06-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

1. Enci

2. Sijie

3. Rachel Tan Hui Si

4. Eileen

5.Jieying

6.Rachel

7. Meow Jin

8. Jalan

9. Jesslyn

10. Jasmine

11. Zhiyun

12. Rachel Tan Hui Ling

13. Hazel

14. Cheyenne

15. Jensi

16. Sandy

17. Sherry

18. Kheng Yee

19. Ying Ying

20. Sujun

Questions:

1.Who do you love the most?

Seventeacups<33 everyone ="]

2. What if 5 turns out to be a babarian?

Jieying??? No way! even if she is, nth changes.. BFF

3. What if 9 kisses 2?

Jesslyn, Sijie?? - Will watch in interest.. o.O

4. 20 asks 3 out?

Sujun, Rachel? LoL..

5. 1 hates you more than you love him/her?

Enci- will she hate mi?

6. 10, 14, 19 smokes?

Jasmine, Cheyenne, Ying Ying - the most impossible ppl? well.. DUN SMOKE!

7. You saw 4 and 6 hold hands?

Eileen and Rachel - Nth wrong frenz ma o.o

8. 12 and 17 talk on the phone for the whole dae?

Rachel and Sherry- FUN I wan try also.. LOL..

9. 11 and 16 fought becos they love 18, who will you help?

Zhiyun, Sandy, Kheng Yee.. tough ques o.o but kheng yee lucky gurl^^ LOL will help both =P

10. Does 15 take drugs?

Jensi- Nope!

11. Describe 7

Meow Jin- Nice, Fun, Very Friendly! Pretty and will nvr let you down..

12. 8 and 13 goes on a date will you tag along?

Jalan and Hazel? Nope.. prefer dream abt it

13. Who is closest to you?

Alot - Sch- Sijie Hols- Enci & Jess Normally- 7teacups & 5inaction

14. What would you do if 4 tries to break you u and ur bf up?

Eileen? Nvr!Even if so.. jus feel hurt and sad

15. If 5 asks 9 out for a date, how will you react?

Jieying & Jess? LOL this is wad I will react..

16. What would you do if 10 confesses to you?

Jasmine? LOL.. wad a joke =.=

17. Who is 13 to you?

Hazel- Frenz, NP squadmates, Classmates

18. Is 12, 19, 20 attached?

Rachel, Ying Ying, Sujun.. hmm.. Rachel and Ying Ying dun think so.. Sujun should haf ba..

19. Does 1, 3, 7 skip sch?

Enci, Rae, Meow Jin - Nope

20. What's 6 fav no.?

Rac - hmm, 6 lor LOL since she is no. 6 hehe..

2007-06-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

1. Jieying

2. Jasmine

3. Rachel Tan Hui Si

4. Enci

5. Sijie

6. Eileen

7. Rachel Tan Hui Ling

8. Hazel

9. Zhiyun

10. Sherry

11. Sandy

12. Jensi

13. Ying Ying

14. Kheng Yee

15. Cheyenne

16. Hui Cong

17. James

18. Jalan

19. Jesslyn

20. ZiJing

Questions:
1. Will 6 and 15 make a good couple?
Eileen & Cheyenne??? Of course not.. =.=
2. Who is 5 to you?
Sijie - My best frenz, NP squad mates, Classmates
3. Is 12 your childhood friend?
Jensi? lol.. I onli met her in sec 1..
4. Where did you meet 16?
HuiCong-JWPS!!
5. What would you do if 20 snatch ur boyfriend?
Zijing-LOL!! Will he do tt? unless he is a gay..
6. Would 14 ever betray you?
KhengYee-Never.. =.= classchairwoman leh..
7.How long have you known 9?
Zhiyun- since sec 1 =P
8. Who is the stead of 11?
Sandy- I know!! James hahax.. jkjk..
9.Will u ever stead with 3?
Rachel- She wun wan mi de.. so pretty mus have stead.. =.=
10. Where does 18 lives?
Jalan- emm.. in chua chu kang ba..
11. Have you ever quarrelled with 7?
Rachel-emm.. not exactly.. does she ever quarrel actually?
12. Would you ever try steading with 4?
Enci?- I not les.. Of course not
13. Would you ever stay with 1?
Jieying- Yeah!
14. What's the best thing you like abt 19?
Jesslyn- Cheerful.. Bubbly.. Nice.. ^^
15. What's the worst thing you hate abt 10?
Sherry- Nothing at all!! =]
16. Have you ever hit 2?
Jasmine???- Did I ever hit you? o.O nonono
17. What would you do if 17 betrays you?
James? Dun think so la..
18. What does 13 hates the most?
Ying Ying? - emm.. dunno
19. Do you hang out with 8 veri often?
Hazel- most time in NP lor
20. Who makes the best couple from 1- 20?
Sandy and James!!! hahax.. jk onli
21. Will you ever suspect 5?
Sijie? Best thing abt frenship - trust ^^
22. Who's 19 stead?
Jesslyn- She have?LOL..
23. Do you kinda miss 2 now?
Jasmine- Yes.. Wonder she sleep le ma? hahax..
24. Ever stead with 12?
Jensi? o.O NO!!
25. Who is 6 to you?
Eileen- she is a nice cosy blanket can't do without esp if I am left out in the cold in other words bestest frens =)
26.Is 18 a nice person?
Jalan- OF COURSE! are u kidding? she is the nicest person on earth!
27. Have you ever cried because of 15?
Cheyenne- Nope
28. What is the worst thing 8 have done to you?
Hazel? Nothing!
29. What is the best thing abt 11?
Sandy- Comfort mi at the right moment, Kind soul, always so caring, can listen to mi whine abt my prob.. bestest care rep on earth!

2007-06-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

yay! 2dae's my bro birthdae ^^ happi birthdae to him.. jus celebrated his birthdae and quite envy him.. he could be quite stubborn sometimes if he could not get his way and he managed to get money from my father to buy gifts for him o.O then I have to accompany him to choose which takes up half the time cause we jus could not decide.. but then lucky enci met up with mi so not exactly bored but after she left.. I still need to wait for quite some time..

get all the things we wanted with the left-over money =P then by the time we get home it's already so late.. and I planned to finish up my hw by 2dae =.= fat hope..

then wan go swimming tmr but can't.. haiz.. veri sorri..

then remember got tt electrical np project.. but gd thing can take the chance visit enci's hse! hahax.. and the onli time can get sijie away from home.. =.= haiz.. sometimes wonder wat she do at home..

feel so bored.. hols going to end le.. so fast.. nvr do much..

then notice my bros' birthdae combined become mine ^^ hahax.. bet so easy remember..

Him with his cake =P so greedy..

2007-06-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so bored.. mus chiong all my hw.. haizzzzzzz haven't even started.. dun feel lky doing.. better start doing.. onli finish 1 chinese book review and sheng huo sui bi.. so pathetic.. then decide not to ply till I finished which is not possible.. then finalli saw tt I waste last week and half of this week.. so better change.. but still dun feel lky going bak to sch.. lky sch hols onli started then have to go bak to sch again..

2007-06-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

haiz.. soo bored.. aniway this week will be bored compared to last week ba.. at least this week I have plenty of rest =P aniway have been going out continuously except on thurs.. so glad to stay at home for once.. but get scolded for plying maple past 11 last nite.. haiz.. it is hols.. but they still so strict with mi =.- forget it.. but ytr the NP quite ok la.. but is realli tiring and hungry, nvr known bread so nice b4 ^^ aniway saw Jalan going back home from camp ytr .. and I smiled at her but she stared at mi.. so afraid did I smile at the wrong person??? lucky nvr.. =)) saw her blog so did I look different in NP uni? Not sure.. aniway saw her licking a lollipop so cute =P
haiz.. so relax.. but have to face the tons of hw beside mii =x not fair lor.. I dun wan to touch it at all.. so decided to multi tasks ^^ blog, chat, ply, do hw all in one go =P but the one I touch least is definitely last option.. haiz.. wan another gathering soon.. found out I quite lky badminton after all ^^ now tt at least I can hit the ball =x so hope next gathering come soon.. but they all away at camp.. haiz.. but I prefer waiting then attend ani camp.. at least can ply while waiting.. lol..

2007-05-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

After the gathering, having so much fun ^^ but not much games as usual rite? I mean lky we ply wad games.. hmm.. lets see - Snap, MSN disturb others??? LOL and pillow fight? hahax =P then jus find the things we want.. can't find much.. decide next time ask my mum's opinion better.. lol.. better than getting scolded.. haiz.. then 2dae quite funni? but quite alot of ppl.. but Rac and Sijie nvr go.. so sad.. )= Jess & Mj go instead.. but still so much fun however if all of them could go make up 9 ppl more fun ^^ the more the merrier ma =P haha.. going out so mani times.. feel so tired.. haven't even started on what I am supposed to do! nvm dun care haf fun this week next week then start =P but if euu know mi well enuff u should noe I will left it to last minute hahaz... dun post le go seventeacups post liao~

2007-05-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz, mus wake up so early 2dae plus is hols le.. but nvm.. lucky nvr say much.. but my results drop alot.. haiz.. but lucky better than last year =P so can ply com~ yay!
So celebrating the whole dae.. on the com whole dae.. haha.. but got side- effects o.O now eyes pain.. haiz.. have to shut the com )= nvm..
aniway.. found out what I am weak at? then have to improve lor.. but not surprisingly my worst sub is chinese.. kind of expect it.. but at least nvr fail ba.. then 2dae when I got to sch with Enci.. tot Sijie left le.. but found her still inside the classroom.. lol.. then chat all the way till the my turn for PTC but refuse to go in.. kind of strange to hear what somebody say abt u to ur parent doesn't it? esp.. if it is sth bad.. =x
but ok la.. still almost same as last year? lol.. nth new.. AT mus have run out of comments.. haha..
hear the talk.. lucky shorter than I tot.. then understand abit abt which sub I wana choose.. but feel strange.. lky suddenly alot of work to do.. best go do my hw this week so can ply rest of the weeks! ^^ decided to study hard for next term.. lucky they nvr say much.. prefer her than him though.. at least she encourage mi.. I feel abit hurt cause.. he onli be gd to mi when I have gotton gd results.. which is totally unfair.. so my results slip change guardian.. actually I prefer to let her sign.. but nvm.. got sign can le..
Suddenly feel abit lost.. and scared at the thought of a whole free month ahead of mi.. cause I have wasted my last hols doing nth but ply =x so hope can make good use of this month hols ^^ but she always tell mi no matter what try ur best, so even if u fail at least u left no place for regret =) etch in my memories haha.. but still mus work hard so decided to quit a few of my fav games.. until after exams.. but if got time I definitely going to ply =P No play, all work, make Jack a dull boy ma.. ^^

2007-05-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

haiz.. feel abit lousy.. always so **lucky** one.. draw lots then is mi.. haiz.. but go then go lor.. at least onli for 1 dae.. so forget it.. discussing who going to go waste my time lor.. so mad.. but if had known I was going to be chosen.. should haf volunteer instead.. so can went home 1st.. haiz.. but still make it in time.. ^^ so.. haiz..
but dun feel lky doing my hw.. tmr still haf NP.. why can't be on thurs???? or even 2dae lor.. tmr early off leh!! 1pm after sch gone.. haiz.. then Fri still haf.. but ok la.. at least got 1 dae break..
feel so happi start of the week de.. but results ruin my dae.. scared my parent ltr confiscate my modem.. then cannot online le.. haiz.. should haf study better,, so better start for tt maths test.. or else ban from going out during hols.. and tt is totally bad news..
then feel so bad.. mabe she nvr meant it to be.. hope she had a better week.. noone lky it when ppl oppose them.. esp on purpose.. haiz..
aniway last week le.. I can't wait.. I realli can't wait! all thoose bad results wind mi up and I realli mus take a break from these but still haf to study at the same time.. torture.. at least no NP during June hols!! feel so happi.. ^^ haiz.. maybe should think from a positive side of ways..

2007-05-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. ytr went to sandi's church.. well.. at 1st so scared.. so mani ppl.. but ltr on ok la.. but still feel so afraid.. dunno why but there lky veri nice.. so stay till so late.. haiz.. nvr manage to complete my hw.. but forget it.. more worrying is my maths test tmr )=haiz.. but still didn't regret going there.. at least haf some fun.. then when siew ling poped mi the ques of accepting chirst.. I dunno wad to do.. cause I wan remain a free-thinker foreva~ because being a free-thinker dun need to worry so much.. my mum also advise mi be free-thinker.. lucky nvr accept.. my father know I go church.. face black black de.. scare mi half to death..
Yay! having a gathering on 28th of June.. and is a whole dae event!! movie in the morn.. shopping in the afternoon and picnic in the evening lol.. onli prob is now the place.. but can settle tt de la.. jus glad we can haf 2 gatherings this hols.. I remember last year I veri crazy wan every week 1 gathering =P but can't cause of NDP.. haiz.. at least we can maintain our friendship ^^
and we create a new blog.. this time grp effort.. more fun.. 2dae so slack.. jus mass conver with them for so long.. discussing alot of things.. feel lky in the old daes.. love it when we have mass conver.. means we can discuss wadeva we wan without afraid of anione listening =P mus worry for ppl watching lor.. hahax..
can't wait for the gathering~~
can't wait for hols!!!!!!!! whole dae with them.. haiz.. hope we can still chat lky old daes.. haiz.. but worry abt the parent-teacher conference. cause have been doing badly these few weeks.. and they threaten mi wan to keep the modem.. so not fair.. so feel so low.. can't ply games.. then chat on msn also get scolded.. but at least I can still use the com ~

2007-05-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. finalli can post =P aniway quite surprised 2dae is quite fun even NP! I love 2dae's assembly.. ^^ so much fun listening to the different songs.. Dun wan tt assembly to end lor.. 1st time hahax.. aniway hope next week also this fun..
then mus rush to NP.. the drills quite ok.. aniway lky the sing-along session.. 2dae I think we haf a fever =P mi and Sijie.. wan our squad to be louder than the sec 1.. then 2dae quite ok cause no pt!!!
aniway.. wan go attend music sch leh.. sounds lky fun.. but fee so high.. aniway dunwan ani lesson cause can concentrate on studies.. and suddenly miss my teacher.. haiz. she so gd.. always tolerance mi.. cause I hate get up so early plus tt time I wan watch TV de.. so always delay abit.. lol
aniway enci get sick.. nvr go sch.. get well soon!! but so envy her.. can slack at home.. but too bad 2dae sch fun hahax.. aniway 2dae take her dad's taxi to sch.. lol.. so funni cause she forget to cal mi last nite to tell mi.. but lucky tt time eileen, jas, jie ying we all ready to go up on the MRT but she call jus in time.. so have to tell them early gd-bye.. aniway then finalli know wad they talking abt the scary & fun feeling down the slope.. at 1st scare mi to death then lky so fast.. Sijie experience so mani times then I looked at her.. but cannot help but laugh.. cause she trying hard to control her laughter.. after tt noticed enci's dad looked at us.. lol.. mus think we crazy.. hahax..
plus think nowadaes already holiday mood le hahax.. so dun think next week maths test will get gd marks haiz..

2007-05-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I dun understand.. It always lky this.. haiz..
Aniway, ytr went JP with ec.. hahax.. took longer then I thought! Plus the money prob half-way through.. lol! nvr thought it will be lky tt.. but finally finished what I have set out to do.. but still.. so tired, haiz..
Better finish my hw haiz..

2007-05-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Feeling so confused.. at 1st quite tired but happi cause finalli complete our lanturn!!! but not as nice as I hope but still at least it seems lky a bell!! and someone recognise it as a bell too!! so happi!
Though.. think I hurt someone's feelings unknowingly.. I am so sorry! I truly didn't mean to.. it is all a joke.. pls cheer up.. so now a mixture of sadness.. happiness.. haiz.. saw her so sad on the MRT know sth's up.. so stop it.. but still should have known we have gone too far.. but hope she realise we will nvr left her out la.. Frenz4eva kayz?
but she so nice.. nvr lose her temper but look kind of sad.. I know tt feeling.. so terrible lor.. I always feel abit hurt when they jk abt mi.. haiz..
though sometimes.. I think I should self-check myself.. dun do anithing to anibody tt u dunwan it to happen to u.. but sometimes it is hard..
aniway.. feel abit sad tt 2dae is the deadline for the lanturn cause think is quite busy and fun at the same time doing it.. well.. maybe disappointed a few times but still the proecss is fun ^^
well, no more lanturn project le.. but hope it will be chosen.. but others look so nice! well, have hope in ourselves ba..

2007-05-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

haiz.. 1st time so sad cause alot of ppl say alot of things but not a single 1 is bell!!! haiz.. but dun care la.. mus work harder lor.. 99% hard work, 1% luck! then geo nvr bother to study but tmr napfa no time le.. so better study ba..
but cannot let down tt kind uncle so better work double hard with the limited time..
aniway next wed maybe going take neoprints with them.. I dunno why.. but got weird weird feelings towards it.. maybe cause 1st nvr go out with them a long time le.. think our frenzship is stretching veri veri veri loooooooonnnnng.. I hope it will not breaks.. but who knows wad will happen 2 years ltr?
actually I agree with wad she say 2dae.. but think wad make it hard is tt maybe they dun feel lky it so I have given up on the whole thing.. maybe I can still communicate with them.. it's not too bad le.. as for them.. they see wad they deem fit ba..
sometimes I re-consider the whole separate thingy actually I think is gd for mii.. Lky from wad I see now.. if I am not with them I think I dun dare to talk to them le.. esp when they dun online so often and dun haf blogs and all tt.. well, the others I still can go to sch with them and chat and ply on msn.. so tt's why maintain this friendship.. if long time no see.. I feel awkward.. I dunno why I nvr haf tt prob with them though.. but sometimes haf la.. duno why I always feel much braver with them..
afterall.. with them for 2 years le and gone through so much.. so feel much natural with them ba.. wish tt this story can goes on foreva.. but no story goes on foreva, there will always be a end to it.. haiz.. but xi wang da men kai yi zai yi ci zhao hui yi qian de hui yi..
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2007-04-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that they are still at Jess's hse! wow.. haiz.. wish I can go.. but at least I fix mi com liao! but all mi data went missing and I have to install bak every single thing!!! haiz.. so jealous of enci & sijie can stay at Jess's hse so late!! mus be veri fun!! hahax.. ((=
then thxs to all those who tag at mi blog!!

To : Jieying
Here is a whole paragraph for u!! esp when u tag so much!! thxs!
lolx! why u think zijing is tt cool cool sort of type?
And happi ^^ tt u can go gathering!! I wan a whole complete gathering this time, with noone missing!! and which post(s) are euu talking abt?
as for ur heart probs.. cheer up la! maybe u tell mi on msn? and dun feel so sad.. maybe euu will meet a better guy? and gd luk for all ur exams too!! remember get gd grades so can go gatherings!! jiayou~ get well soon!! miss euu xxx

To : Jesslyn
lolx! yay! we lov3 ur hse veri much!!! too bad can't go ur hse 2dae )= esp when enci sijie stay so long!! haiz.. btw when u ready with the grp blog can tell mi the url? or u wan mi help u find blogskin?

To : xiaobai
thxs for tagging!! ^^

To : wet rice
ya.. long time nvr use these kind of nicknames le!! I luv rac the nickname best! lolx and gd luk for ur mid-year! get gd grades!! so jiayou! and I going update our blog NOW hahax.. not a dead blog le so no funeral.. sry! =P and maybe u chiong posts ba.. cause I chiong gatherings kayz? lolx! ^^

2007-04-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

yay!! 2dae is fun playing at Jess's hse lol.. esp when noone is at home except the 4 of us.. Enci, Sijie, Jess and mi! ^^ lol then go have take away and then watch Enci, Jess do their D & T project.. nth to do.. then sijie explore the hse haha.. then chat with them while they do their work -- so hardworking! then after tt.. abit sianz.. so go with Sijie to explore.. lolx ^^
then hungry then rack her refrigerator! then saw alot of sweets and CHOCOLATES!!! actually we onli saw the sweets then spot mii fav sweets! lol.. her hse is lky the gingerbread hse in the fairytales except tt it is sweet and chocolate hse! hahax..
then mi and sijie saw a hugh lollipop then laugh lky siao.. after tt I have a hard time controlling my laughter esp when mii and sijie jus *stole* abit of pineapple tarts.. lol.. so lky so funni but can't stop laughing although mii stomach pain liao.. hahax..
then Jess go bring out her collection of CHOCOLATES!!! 4 BOXES sia!! haiz.. actually 1 box is the brownies cookies but veri yummy! then 1 box of chocolate look lky **** then noone dare to eat.. hahax.. then I love the heart-shaped chocolates best.. lolx.. esp when it is mint in flavour.. lolx.. by the time we finished with it.. there's still quite a amount left.. although think we will grew fat.. hahax..
then if can sleepover at her hse veri fun.. cause got chocolates for nite snacks, lolx ^^ then her hse veri fun although abit scared cause onli Jess room got lights on.. then go outside abit scary.. but I lky her room cause got air-con on ^_-
then Jess create a new email for the 5 of us! ^^ so nice of her! Thanks Jess!!
think she wan create a blog for us but wun be so soon.. but still thxs!
haiz.. hope tt June hols quicky come! then can have gatherings again! I sort of missing our gatherings again!! wish to have lots!! but have hw+projects.. haiz.. then Jas they all have camps.. so sad.. hope will haf time! aniway after their exams can take neoprints le!! mus save up money for tt.. hahax..
Frenz4eva~

2007-04-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

haiz.. still abit scared.. think is cause I silly enuff to ans his ques.. cause I nvr actually thought it will actually happen.. lucky saw mi gf downstairs.. or else also dunno wad to do..
hope tt will be the last I seen of him..
aniway.. dunno why always in the afternoon got sleepy mode o.O then always have to chiong my hw at nite if have.. haiz.. then wish tt she can realise the differences.. then go jy's blog then lky her blog song lol.. then realise cannot see everything on the outside, maybe should look further inside..
Fr3Nship importanc3~

2007-04-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

haiz... she is gone.. maybe foreva.. I dunno.. but I realli lky to thxs her.. she is veri gd to mi.. and u can say.. a gd fren to mi too.. but I nvr go send her off.. cause I am afraid to cry.. haiz.. she always so kind to us.. but these daes are over.. I am already starting to miss her..
she can always teach mi sth new.. I know what I should do.. but I am too afraid to do so.. maybe.. she will be back.. but I am not sure..
In life.. maybe we should not take things so seriously.. let it go.. euu will maybe feel better.. sometimes.. letting it go.. seem so easy.. but actually it is hard..
but the harder I try.. the harder it is to let go..
maybe jus let nature take it course.. dun force it to happen.. but I realli hope by the end.. everybody will be happi..
and maybe this is the last year to have fun.. for the next 2 year.. there will maybe.. alot of stress.. will at least jus enjoy it well I can.. but there will always be sth to do.. test to study for..
at least I hope tt.. it will not be the same.. as .. well.. haiz.. maybe happi is the key to unlock howeva jus hope tt the key is willing to show itself not keeping it hidden..
aniway tmr got maths and chem test.. but can't study for chem test.. for 1 thing I forgotten abt it.. and for another.. I nvr bring anithing home to study for.. lol.. but maybe maths I can go revise ba.. dun wan to fail again..

2007-04-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

haiz.. the fren.. I tot know mi well.. misunderstand mi.. she actually tot I am different.. I feel abit hurt.. but forget it.. maybe jus as well as she dun understand mi.. I dun understand her as well..
I wish tt ppl can understand the need to be sad sometimes.. as well as being happi too.. If all ppl are carefree then there will nvr be ani problems.. in fact my frenz have been so wrap up in her problems.. she forget some things..
maybe I am also too wrap up in my own things too.. I jus hope tt one dae.. she will understand tt under every one faces.. there's actually sth hidden inside.. not jus euu.. but everyone.. pls dun keep all the sadness to urself.. maybe letting out our emotions sometimes might ba a gd thing..
everyone have their own choices.. they can choose to be kind.. or evil.. they choose their own path.. and at the end.. they can onli blame themselves because this path is wad u have choosen or laid out for urself..